Another weekend, another.........wait a minute, boring weekends existed a long time ago for me. Now I always have something to look forward too:D. Well, Amelia's going up north for the weekend, so that leaves me to work on a Physics project with my group on Saturday and go to a surprise party that my mom is basically making me go to, but I don't care, since a friend that I haven't seen in a long time is probably going to be there.

Speaking of my mom, I guess you can say tensions between us started to rise because I used my big mouth to say something that made her pissed. Monday, being the first day back to school after my heart procedure, was a pretty sh*tty day, trying to make-up homework, and I'm not exactly happy about my Calculus teacher. Personally, I'm starting to think he's a prick toward me, because I ask him questions all the time in the morning, and I feel like I'm testing his patience. It sucks not being the smart kid I used to be anymore:(. But I told my mom how I felt about him when she called me that night on her way home from work, and she told me she was going to send an email to him and straighten the situation out. I didn't want her to get involved, so I told her that, but then I said something that I regret fully. And this is just a warning to teenagers out there: Do NOT say this unless you want to piss your parents off to the extreme. I was trying to look for the right vocabulary to use, but the words came out as, "I don't want you entering into my affairs." I said that, she hung up, BAM! She's pissed. And she cried too. Why am I the only one who's capable of making my mom cry nowadays:cry: ? Seriously, last time I saw her cry, it was some bullsh*t I came off with. But ever since that night, we haven't spoken much. Things seemed to become better Wednesday night when we watched the CMAs together, but last night, she came in the door with that attitude again, and she even came off with a smartass remark about an hour after she got home, handing me a letter from the school about the sickness going around and said, "I don't want to get in the way of your affairs, but I want you to read this." I wanted to respond with, "Wow, it took an hour for you to think of that?" but I didn't want her to kill me:P. So, I just went to my room after that. I just hope she gets over what I said sooner or later, AT LEAST before December gets here:roll:.

Mentioning that sickness, I am seriously starting to become scared of school. In Michigan, it seems like that Staph and MRSA are spreading big time, and schools have been closing. There's even been cases at my school, and it even showed my school on the news, but do we get shut down? No:|. I guess the letter that was sent home was about meningitis this time, which is added to the list of deadly illnesses spreading:roll:. But between this and the increasing rate of school shootings, I'm really not looking forward to school anymore. I not only hate school now, but I'm INTIMIDATED of it. That's bullsh*t when I have to become worried about a place that's supposed to have a safe environment and where I get an education. As if the stress of the schoolwork wasn't already stress enough........

And then there's Amelia. I guess the doctors found something in her liver, and are saying she has an 80% chance of getting cancer. At least she's still staying positive at the moment, but she still seems worried about it, of course. If I were her, I would be shaking the entire day, but she just keeps her head up high and smiles. That's what I like about her, is that she doesn't let every single stroke of bad luck that gets in her way get her down:). I wish I was like that. I mean, last night she had to go to the hospital because she OD'ed on this drug that the pharmacist gave her by mistake I guess. Don't remember the full story, but she was in the hospital for a long while, only got an hour of sleep, and STILL came to school:shock:. And she was STILL smiling. I'm depressed just because of a small cold:|. Anyways, maybe I'll find out on Monday what the final verdict is. It really would suck that the first major girlfriend I have turns out to have cancer. I'm just worried about her going up north for the weekend, because she said that everytime she went up north to her aunt's house, she always gets injured or sick in some way:?.

So, life's not exactly peachy at the moment, but I've had a good, long streak since school started, so I guess the drama had to return sooner or later:P. Besides, Thanksgiving Break is only a couple weeks away, so, like October, this month is flying by. Before I know it, I can put the troubles of school behind me for two weeks when Christmas Break comes:D. Oh man, I am so looking forward to playing Super Mario Galaxy, it's not even funny. I just wish I could think of a couple more things for Christmas, but all that's popping in my mind is either an iPod or an Xbox 360:P. I don't know if the red light problems are fixed on the 360s yet, so I'm hesitant to ask for that. I'm not sure if I would use an iPod very often, since I use CDs in my car to listen to music, and play music on my computer when at home, so I'm hesitant to ask for that. I don't know what to do:cry: ! Oh well, I'm outta here. I gotta anotate a stupid short story for English, as well as finish a book for Contemporary American Literature called The Perks of Being A Wallflower.