Well, the third blog in three days. I really need to get a life. But, yeah, last one this week, and I'll try to make it shorter than normal.

I had a talk with my mom when she got home last night, and we pretty much talked until I went to bed:P. I even cried for the first time in years, and like Dane Cook describes, it's always good to let that big cry out every once in awhile, and I just broke down and cried like a friggin baby:P. Basically, my mom convinced me that Amelia was no good, and that I shouldn't be seeing her anymore. The more I thought about it that night, though, I figured she was right. She lied to me so much, that it was hard to trust her from this point on.

I was nervous in confronting Amelia when I got to school today, because I was preparing to do something I had never done before. After first hour was when I started walking in the hallway with her like usual. Here's how it went down. As I jumbled my words around with nerves taking over, I said:

"Look, I thought about it hard last night, and I thought I was a little too calm when you told me what you did yesterday. I think it's best we should just remain friends and not go out anymore."

With a sad look on her face looking ahead, she just nodded. I added:

"You really hurt me yesterday."

She nodded again.

Then she walked ahead. I had officially broke up with a girl:(. It was really hard to do, and me, the kid who was so desperate for a girl in the first place, breaks up with one:|. I saw this chick that I recognized from my Spanish class ask her, "Are you ok?" as she walked forward, and then immediately I felt like an a**hole as she looked back at me:|. But really, wasn't that the right thing to do? She really hurt me, and lied to me about almost everything, and I don't think she deserved to have me as a boyfriend any longer, regardless of if she had a mental illness or not.

That was the last time we spoke. We didn't even exchange words in 6th hour, even though I told her, "We could still be friends" earlier. I really do want to still be friends and associates, because she was friendly to me from the start, and she's an intelligent person academically. I hope that we speak to each other again eventually. Maybe today she was just going through the dramatic phase of first breaking up, and she's talk to me again sometime soon. I have no idea. All I do know is, I feel like sh*t right now and I feel like I made a big mistake:?.

But, I guess yours truly is single again:). Back to my normal self, after 2 months of feeling like I was walking on air. So, HOORAY FOR GOING BACK TO NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!

"Welcome back! Man I was getting lonely."

Yup, even good ol' Jeff Goldblum's back:P.