This whole weekend has sucked ass so far. Everything I had planned on doing was backfired in some little way, and I'm left in sheer disappointment. Why can't anything go my way for once? Does everything have to seem too good to be true in my life? I'm f*cking sick of it. I work hard at school during the week, the least that could be done is that I get a weekend to do what I want to do. But no. It's too much to ask for:|.

For example, I was disapproved for the reduced lunch at school. Apparently my mom makes too much money to be considered. We live in a trailer and both of my moms can barely supply groceries every week. And we're still not poor enough:roll:. Seriously, how poor do we have to be to qualify for this? Living in a dumpster poor? Well, now I have to continue to ask my dad for lunch money all the time, and also, I have to hand over $84 for an AP test. I decided I'm only going to take the AP English exam because my teacher wants me to SOOOOO bad. As far as the Calculus one goes, f*ck that sh*t. I'm not wasting $84 to fail.

Then, on Friday night, I decided to do some more volunteer work at the VFW for my senior project. My goal, just like my last visit, was to get another 4 hours in. Well, that night, there wasn't any big dinner going on or any big event, so all I was told to do was to clean the bathrooms (cleaning a women's bathroom is the most awkward thing I've ever done:? ) and wipe the tables. That got me only 1 and a half hours:|. B*tch of a son. Luckily, I get to come back on the 14th to help out with a St. Patrick's Day dinner or something, so maybe I'll get more. All I know is, I better get this sh*t done quick, because I have to have my hours in by the 28th.

There WAS actually some good to this weekend, though. On Thursday, convinced by my mom, I called Anony Miss and asked her to go to prom with me. She seemed weirded out because I called her randomly to ask her that, but she said yes anyways. I was joyful to that. I think I'm actually starting to fall for her, too, but I don't know if I should express my feelings or not. Her and I "went out" in like the 4th grade, and we've been good friends for years. After Snowcoming, I just can't stop thinking about her, though. I don't know if she has the same feelings for me, though. I guess I'll just see what's in store for me in the future before I make any instant decisions. But anyways, back to prom. My dad and I went to this tuxedo rental place yesterday so I could get measured out and pick out a pimpin tux. And that was about my highlight of the day.

But then that evening turned into a disappointment as well. Anony Miss and I were supposed to hang out that night, and I was really looking forward to it. Well, I couldn't get a hold of her, so I just drove to her house. One of her friends was over:|. And they were all relaxed watching Sweeney Todd (don't ask how they managed to get a copy:P ). So I sat there the whole time, feeling out of place and like I should've left, but I didn't. When the movie ended, all they did was listen to crappy music I hate (Why can't I find a friend who is a hip-hop lover like me? ) and look through Rolling Stone magazines, trying to find this article about this one dude in this one band that I didn't give a sh*t about. I sat there, bored the whole time. By the time her friend left, it was already pretty late, and Anony Miss was already too tired to go out and do anything, so I was sh*t out of luck for the rest of that night. I just went home, disappointed.

However, just now, the greatest thing happened: I FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON BRAWL!!! At first I wasn't having luck, since K-Mart and Wal-Mart both said that they wouldn't receive shipments until Tuesday. But then my mom made me go grocery shopping at Meijer, and since I couldn't get a hold of them due to an annoying busy signal, I decided to drive there to get the groceries and check to see if Brawl was there. Luckily, it was! It was a miracle! Haven't played it yet, but I'm going to jump right in in a moment:D.

At least I could look on the bright side for my weekend. There was supposed to be a massive winter storm for us this weekend, but it was canceled, and it was further south than the weathermen predicted. Thank god for that. I'm sorry for the huge venting. Sometimes I have to do that so I can move on. I don't think I'm the only one that does it, though, so it's natural. But hey, at least in the end, I got Brawl, so I'm happy now. Now if you'll excuse me, time to get her started8). I'll post my friend code as soon as I can. Either that, or read A Streetcar Named Desire for English:(...