What have I gotten myself into now?

perhaps the biggest snooze ever? Or maybe it'll be cool? I don't know, but I singed up for a preparing Maths course to help me with my potentiall future studies. Summer school, beacause I want to. Crazy. Responsible. I don't know. I really don't know.

But I think I feel better now. I said this was gonna be a music blog, it's not ablog about musicmorebloggingwith the aid of music, because lately I've been feeling like Longview by Green Day mixed with Start Something and Wake Up (Make A Move) by Lostprphets.

The last two titles pretty much gives it away, I am bored and lazy and I want something to happen so hopefully something has happened now. I just...I wanna have fun. Not do math. I mean come on, when have I ever even liked math? I'm not organized like that, I like my chaos because I rather spend time trying to find things than trying to keep everything in its place. And to get math I have to be organized, that's the hardest part really, thinking in the right way inorder to think about it. Am I still making sense? See, I don't even care, I'm not a maths person, I've disliked it since 5th grade. I've always wished I was good at it thogh, and I seem to always give it another chance and I'm starting to sound like some sort of inspirational poster or something...What I'm trying to do is make myself understand me a bit better and I blog instead of talking to myself or a plant. I should probably talk to a person, it'd be more efficient and probably make more sense. But this is much easier, on many levels. I'm not trying to sound deep but basically being really naive, this is just really me rambling. Writing this I hope has helped, but reading this is probably a waste of time. The last part for sure. I could go on forever, but even I am bored by this now. Ther's no good way to try and save this, I thought about posting a picture of Ian Watkins or maybe the video to Here in your arms by Hellogoodbye because that makes me smile and then maybe this blog would not become close to being deleted, but whatever. I'm not even gonna spell check, it's not worthy of such privliges. Whatever.