I've recently made a new female friend and we've been hanging out alot. I've gone to church with her and she's gone with me. I really enjoy spending time with her and I've come to care alot for her in a relatively short time. Even so, I'm not going to rush into anything. I've never had a girlfriend or even been kissed (yeah, I know that's kinda pathetic) and I'm very old fashion. I just want to take my time and get to know her, so, maybe in the future, she and I will go steady and in time maybe get married. It's still way too soon to seriously think about marrying her, but as I said, I'm old fashion and since this could be my first relationship, I want this to have a good chance of lasting. She seems to be my type and she doesn't want to rush into anything either, which is a really good thing. I'm really happy to have found someone I have a chance for having a real relationship with.

I'm not the type of guy that girls from where I live seem to go for. To be honest, I know I'm far from being the perfect guy. I'm not handsome or suave. I'm a nerd who's awkward and goofy at times, plus I still live at home and at the moment I have a dead end job. Plus, I'm shy around people I don't know. I guess it's no wonder it's taken me until now to get another chance at finding true love. However, even if my new female friend becomes nothing more, I'm still happy to have her friendship because it gives me hope that there are still a few girls out there who'd go for a guy like me.