I wish I could stop trying to figure out the point of everything. It makes it very hard to live and to be a part of others' lives. When you're constantly questioning everything and only finding more questions than answers it's disheartening. If I had less racing thoughts and anxieties I think I'd be much happier.

I like being happy and content, that to me is more important than some social status. I've been alone and together either way you're never guaranteed anything, so just pursue what is beneficial for you.

All the time. Eventually learn you can't figure out the point of everything and make the best of what you've got. Unfortunately that almost always doesn't solve the fact that you want something better. There is help out there though, medications, doctors, etc. though I wouldn't blame you if you rejected them I have for years though I'm about to turn myself in because I can't stand losing myself anymore.