This is going to start to seem like a really b!tchy blog... I can't help it though, the only other one I have is my LiveJournal, and the certain friend I've come to rant about reads that one.

It's the same person as last time, the one I really don't want to be friends with anymore. So today I was talking about how cool it must've been for the guy named Narcissus to get the word "narcissistic" coined after him. Just a word describing you completely. So I was like, "That would be so cool if our last names were words like that."

My other friend, the one I still like, goes "you want to be vain?"

Me: "No, it wouldn't mean the exact same thing as narcissistic, it would be a definition of your personality."

So the friend I don't like goes "okay well yours is just 'I like TV.'"

Gee, great. Way to oversimplify my life. Yeah, I like TV and I talk about it a lot, because we have NOTHING ELSE IN COMMON and I'm trying to stick to topics that keep the peace!!!!! It really made me angry, because here I've been her friend since high school started, and she doesn't know a thing about me. It's like she doesn't even care.

Which I could pretty much guess, since I have tons of songs I've tried to play for her because I KNOW she would like them, but she never listens. Then like a month later someone else will have played her the song and she'll like, be in love with it. Way to underappreciate.

She didn't give me the chance to say what her "-istic" word would've meant, but if I could've said something, I would've had her down to a T.

"That means being overtly, excessively, unnecessarily, and annoying self-depricating; completely ignoring that there is a bright side to life and instead trying desperately to wrench some 'deeper meaning' out of emo, the very genre that lacks it the most."

I could've gone on, but that's all I could do in two seconds worth of thought.

Seriously, she's been insanely "ugh my life is crap I should just give up now" lately. And no matter what we say, she won't even try to listen to us (remember what I said about underappreciation)? She also claims she's a "true emo," and all of the people who dress in black and spike their hair are complete posers. So she tries to show her emo-ness every day by making us sit through endless Tori Amos and Damien Rice songs. Which we do. (But yet she won't even pay attention to our stuff)

She also likes to lip-synch to the songs and try to be really, really, really freaking dramatic, which just results in her looking like she's having an orgasm at the lunch table and gets all of us around her a lot of weird looks.