I'm getting really stressed out. Prom is less than a month away, and I have no idea what I'm doing.
My friends of course really really want me to go, but I'm not sure I want to. Because my date would end up being one of my friends' guy friends... most of whom I don't know at all. The only one I do know is a guy who never talks or eats when I see him at parties, he just sits there and stares at stuff. So it's not exactly like it would be fun to dance with him... lol.
There is a guy that I really like, and that I'd like to go to prom with, but I don't think he'd want to go with me. I know that just sounds like the same thing everyone says when really the guy likes them just as much as they like him, but I honestly just can't see us going together.
Even if he said yes, he would have to sit at a table with my friends, including the weird one I keep ranting about. I pretty much know for a fact that he wouldn't have a good time. Which means he would never like me again. It's sad because I really like him, but if I ever imagine us together at prom or on a date or whatever, it just never seems right. I dunno if that's some sort of 'sign' that we're not right for each other, or if it's just me being paranoid and chicken about asking him.
I don't think I want to go to prom at all, not if I'm going to have to spend the night with someone I don't know at all. I know I won't really have a good time. I asked my friend who goes to another high school if she knows anyone that would want to go with me- i.e. guys from my jr. high class- but by now I think she just forgot I asked her.
Plus like half the people in my class have already said they're not going, so no one's going to be there.
Basically all I'd do by not going is let my friends down majorly.