I know this isn't exactly a nice thing to think, but I'm starting to wonder if maybe I don't like one of my friends at all.

All last year she seemed pretty normal. But this year, she's progressively gotten weirder and weirder. And seeing as she follows me everywhere and today she even literally clung to me, people are beggining to think I'm a freak for being friends with a freak.

That's the associative property of high school cliques, I'm afraid.

She's even started to speak for me to people, revealing stuff about myself that I've told her in confidence. I can't even trust her with information anymore.

I'm starting to wonder if maybe the only reason I hang out with her is because I also hang out with another really good friend of hers, so we just sort of form this trio.

But what she doesn't seem to understand is that sure, this is her senior year, so if she does anything weird now, she's going to college in a few months anyway and gets a clean slate.

I, on the other hand, have to deal with one more year of this crap. I already hate school enough and just want to get it over with, but it's going to be even worse if I have to answer to everything freakish she's ever done for a whole entire year more.

I'm not saying I just want to be like everyone else and forget about unique people. Exactly the opposite. I want people to see me and make their judgements about me based on who I am, not on who this girl who's always talking to me is.

Does this make any sense?