well i dont know where to begin, firstly i get all ok from my eating problem, and suddenly it just decides to strike back!!!! :evil:
this stupid thing is really making a mess of my life. another tv.com member (you know who you are) knows exactly what i am talking about, and I know she is going to kill me because of this. we kind of made a pact that we would both try and be healthy and not exercise too much, but then we kind of both broke it. :cry:
i feel so bad. like an idiot. and I know she does too.

i am so sorry that you guys have to read this. i shouldnt always be saying this stuff. i just feel it is better when I have support from you guys. because when i first posted, all the support from you guys was overwhelming!!! it was great! and i somehow managed to kick the habit! but now I dont know. i guess i am just some freak that needs help. sorry to all you guys again. I really appreciated your support! it really helped me! especially Lizzie and laughandlove. you guys were awesome! thanks.

jjluva xoxo :)