So what's up?

I'm in a new group at school and I feel lonelier that usual, and that's saying 

something... 

This friday my two week vacations begin 8) 

Prison Break ends next monday :cry:

And it's taking like five minutes to post or open a page tonight, what's up 

with that?

Finally I leave you with the english version of my blog entry from last night 

and a funny image :D :

 

Ahhrrr I can't add my site to my profile! Anyway I'm still up because I couldn't sleep thinking about some stuff from my past so I started my blog (right now only in spanish). You can see it at: http://jm4847.blogspot.com/

I'm going to make a career on mathematics. I'll be starting in september. No more subjects I don't like. Just Calculus, Geometry, Algebra and such, you know, the fun stuff :D Once I finish (in four years) I'll get an specialty and enter research, maybe work for a university or something like that :)

I don’t know what’s happening to me, but as the years go by time goes by a lot faster. I feel like everything is meaningless. If you have read some of my posts in religious debates or relationship advice threads you’ll see how I question and doubt absolutely everything. The bad thing about this is that you have nothing to rely on anymore. You realize your life doesn’t have a real purpose, that no matter what you do, it will never be good enough. I can’t laugh. Whenever anyone in my class does something “funny” and everyone starts laughing hysterically, I just sit there and watch, or I fake laughing, not because I care about what they thing but because I don’t like being like this. I can’t cry either. I get pissed off by the silliest things. I’ve cut people out of my life for the stupidest reasons (not that I regret it or anything) and I never truly forgive anyone. But nothing gets to me anymore. I only get close to crying while watching a good show or a movie, that’s the only thing that excites me anymore. I know how I said I was leaving, but I’m still here. School bores me to tears, so does my family. Nothing ever really changes, nothing is exciting. I think I actually hate my life, even though everything’s pretty okay now, I have nothing to look forward to when I get up, just another day like any other. I know many of you might be thinking and typing “Emo kid!” or stuff like that. But I don’t hate life, I’m just bored to death by it…

Nothing new I just got to level 14 yesterday. I also just got my 3K posts and the PC Aficionado emblem :D

Last sunday I installed Windows Vista on my PC and so far I'm loving it. I really missed the feeling of using a new OS on a new computer. I'm not affraid of change, I actually enjoy it. To me there's nothing worse than routine. I remember when I started using XP I knew nothing about computing (I had only used some Mac's from the 90's on my school), I even tried to burn a CD with the CD-ROM... good old memories . I missed that, the novelty, not knowing everything, having to learn new stuff. If you can get Vista and you like trying out new stuff, go ahead, you really have nothing to lose. On another note I started school a couple of weeks ago, it's my final semester before starting to study for my career (I'm thinking Mechatronic of Software Engineering) and so far I've hated it. I don't get to sleep, and I can't get anything done in time. I love being here but the fact that I can't leave just to do my homework is a sign that I have a problem, like I had four years ago when I got Diablo II. I've always been scared of getting a suspention or a ban because I really like this site, and because of my pride I just can't stand being kicked out of a place. GameSpot isn't everything I do but it does take some of my time, and the fact that I'm not in control of what I do is something I take very seriously (unlike everything else :D) So I'll try to stay out of here for a while, I might never return (chances are I will ). So goodbye everyone, and thanks to everyone who's been tracking me and especially to those guys that nominated me for the OTcars (You know who you are :wink: ). Goodbye GameSpot .

Fat people: Why is it still okay...
Recycling and ecology as tought in school seems useless to me...
I don't like PETA but we need them...
Blame it on the games...
Why is everyone in the US either Republican or Democrat?
Sex and love bring out the worst side of ourselves.
Do you support Global Warming?
Have you ever loved a song...
If you could change anything you wanted...
Poll: Al Gore
Is beauty really in the eyes of the beholder?
The thing that bothers me about the Global Warming theory...
Should people be entitled to shoot burglars?

:P

I hope they fix them soon.

I've really enjoyed the time I've spent here. Making post, speaking my mind, interacting with you guys. It's been my best forum experience so far (and I've had plenty).

Sure, sometimes someone tries to win an argument by dismissing you or some mod moderates you for nothing, but that doesn't mean anything. I've already learned to avoid people that can't argue with respect and to not post stuff that might be considered "disruptive" like an owl saying "I lol'd" (which wasn't disruptive at all). Sometimes they moderate too much, but I get that this site is visited by kids and registered users are as young as 13, so they have to be extra carefull.

Anyway, the fact that the forums are gone for now made me realize how great this experience has been.

Well it appears the forums are down for tonight, which kind of sucks because I can't get my fix of OT :cry:

So I go back to school tomorrow. Our school system here is different so my dictionary tells me that I'm in my third year of "Three Year Pre-University and School". That sounds weird :?

Anyway, TYPUS is way easier than High School was. I barely make any efford and still manage to be the best in my class, or even my entire school. I guess I'll keep comming here like I usually do, unless I decide to take some time off (which I highly doubt).