sorry kinda long today

I have an empty hole in my heart, in my life. It comes from not having any 'real' IRL friends other than my ultra spiffy wife. This morning it felt like I had a hole in my chest so large that I could fit both fists inside.  And I typed this once as a form to therapy the GS spazzed and I am retyping it now.

I fill holes with things, it's what I do, it's what i do for fun wink wink, it's what i do for a living, and the things that I fill holes in myself with are toys: books, video games, tools that sort of thing. I have a shopping addiction. For a little while after I make a purchase I feel whole instead of hole. I just bought an HDTV but the happy from that is already gone, dried up like an open cbottle of ether. It's due mostly to all the stuff mentioned in my last blog, plus other stuff I could not bring myself to air it public.
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Thanks for the Pick me up Princess Z

In any case,I think i wan tot fill the empty with a new game systm a PS3 or a 360 I can't decide. You see I want the features and price of the PS3 but the games and online community of the 360. let me explain.

Xbox 360 $400
Includes 20Gb Hd
Includes Component out
Plays a good number of Xbox games (ohh wait i have an Xbox)
+Wifi adapter $100
+HD movie player HDVD $200
+Cost to play games online $50 * 5 year console life = $250
+Second Controller $50
+ 360 proprietary Component cables online?
Has great game library and good online
Total cost to set up and play system excluding games and power = $1000

PS3 $600
Includes 60 Gb HD (derr better than 360)
Includes HDMI out (derr better than 360)
Includes Wifi
Includes HD movie player Blueray
Includes cost to play online game for 5 years
Includes Card reader
Includes Web browser
Will include cool Home thing
Will include half PSP networking
Includes poorly though out, cruddy but still there motion sensing
Plays massive backlog of PS2 and PS games that I never got to play.
+Extra Controller $50
+HDMI cable that will work with any HDMI device ONLINE $10
Has small list of good games and crummy online (so far)
Total cost to set up and play system excluding games and power = $660

Now which one looks like the better deal. Duhhh the PS3! But I wanna play Halo 3 and all sorts of games with my friends who all have 360s. What should I do what should I do to help fill the hurt and emptiness that permeates my existence? It is all so confusing...... Atleast I know one thing, Wii rules!

Ohh well I just bought Spectrobes today It is is like a bandage on an torn off arm but it will have to do for now. The game has a 100 pagish manual!