Gosh, I can't even remember the last time I wrote one of these. Anyway, I figured out that it's not the shield, but rather the glasses that mask Clark's identity because they have a low-level perception filter in them that make people automatically not pay much attention to him. (see Doctor Who for more details)

But enough of that. I'm writing because I have something to get off of my chest, and Facebook didn't give me enough anonymity.

Simply put, I have officially gone crazy. It turns out my first childhood crush (who lives a few states away) came over to visit recently. I never told her I had a crush on her, and I probably won't for a while, but in the years we haven't seen each other, she's grown into what I believe to be the most beautiful woman I've seen. Which for me is saying something because most women and/or girls over 18 fall under the categories of either cute or hot. As far I know, this woman is probably the first one I've described as beautiful, and there are so many other things about her that I like that to go into detail would require another blog post.

The problem however, lies in the fact that she lives so far away and that she is just a little under four years older than I am. Add to that the fact that she prefers older men because men generally take longer to mature than women. So basically, I'm in a bit of a pickle.

I mean, I don't know how I could or would tell her how I feel, and if I told her, I have no idea how she would respond, especially since she's finished college and I'm still trying to decide on my major.

I just don't know what to do really. Any comments?