Well, this would be the first time in a long time since I actually had christmas with my family. Which is a good thing but I still wished my boyfriend could be with me but I have to wait till he finally gets the papers done so I can go back to him.

I finally got a psp from one of my friends as an early christmas present. Wanted to get a game for it but all the games here are in japanese and the american games are not easy to find, I still haven't been able to get a copy of gta lol.

For the bad news, my kitten is sick with polovirus, now we don't know if she will survive or not. The doctors are doing what they can to save her but nothing is sure yet. This sucks since its so near to christmas.

It's been ages since I was back here things are so different now >_< Anyway I have alot to work to do with my studies and my work now. Kanji is sooo hard >_<

*looks at new pile of yaoi mangas* hmm... well those too.... and no hon I do not buy these books people buy them for me here :P

I just found out that the people who were buggin me before have not given up and that it seems that they are tracking my posts and accounts.. hey track this peeps GET A LIFE!!!! I have better things to do then to waste my time playing games with people whom I don't even know.

Geesh!! even talking my dog out for a walk or doing a math lesson is more fun then dealing with these people. Please don't tell me your lives are that boring that you have to check on mine

I know I haven't been around for ages but I've had lots if things to deal with. For everyone who requsted a drawing from me it has already been send and should be in your e-mail address. Sorry people. I did have to work on my manga and iron out my character details.

On another note I've decided that I really should stay away from females. I get along better with males I notice. No offense to the girls I already do know. I just find girls are very hard to deal with while a guy is easier to connect to, as weird as that sounds. Yes I do have a brother in japan and why would I want to do things like that? Like asif I'm not swamped with wrok as it is and like asif I have nothing better to do. Geesh It don't matter cos the people who do know , knows that I am not that sort of person . *cuddles the whole group of friends* Thanks guys

I'm having once again trouble sleeping. It's nothing new when it comes to me but it annoys me to no end. I usually walk around like one of those zombies from resident evil (arhhhh... let me bite you... ) and soon it will be a week of women boo boos again. Oh joy.... if there is any reason why I wouldn't like being female it would be this. Thank goodness I have a nice supply of mangas and gba games to keep be busy through the night.

I miss my mom and my brother. I haven't seen them in years. I'll be happy to go back to japan at the end of next year to be with them for a while. I'm planning on talking my manga to several companies in Japan and see if anyone can publish it. Yaoi is very popular now so I think my chances are good in japan. It's breaking into the states and other countries that will be hard. I have a big fanbase but I'm going have to keep up my hard work to keep my fans happy ( as soon as some one starts editing my stuff). I think the only bad thing about going back would be the fact that I won't be with my honey for months. After several years of being together I'm going to miss him like crazy. I'll see him again soon enfough . It's only for a few months.

I finally got my package... well my yaoi ones arrived I still haven't recieved the decendents of darkness vol 1 and 2 so those are still missing. At least the expensive one arrived. I can replace the other two somehow and I've learnt my lesson. I will choose tracked shipping this time that way if it gets lost they can replace it or give me my money back.

*looks at pile of yaoi comics* *drools* I'm in bliss hehehe

How does anyone every find anything much to say in their journals anyway? My life must be pretty boring...(wait... I think it is >_<)

woop woop!!! *runs around like a crazy nutcase* eeehh yeah. *note to self * make sure nit to do stupid things infront of others they might put you into a nice padded room and think you don't have a brain. ( eehh what brain?... but padded room is soo soft >_<)

Anyway........ so somehow my bf convince me to join gamespot again. I haven't been in this website for so long I think that I'm going crazy from all the new stuff I still have to figure out. eehmm what next oh yeah

*note to bf* make my journal header for me my cute little bunny :P *note to self* make sure to run and find a nice hole to hide in when he reads this entry* and you do need to edit my manga if you don't i'm just gonna let all those crazy fan girls just kill you. It's not my fault the next chapter is done but not edited. Baka!! I'll hide your xbox :P