the drama sorounding half life 2 is absolutely insane, i can't believe how the hype is building with the not quite foreseable release of the actual game versus the iminent release of cs source, and what's up with day of defeat source, only available if you buy through source, i'm sorry but that just won't do. i wan't a hard copy of that delicious mod in my hands. i hate this downlaod game thing, i need the hardcopy in my hands i want the box on my shelves, and the cd in my cd case. i hate the freaking drama and all the freaking games that valve and vivendi are playing. freaking screw them. come two weeks from now if halflife isn't out i'm buying doom3 instead. i don't care if pcgamer gives it 100% in next weeks review, i'm pissed. both parties are pissing me off so much. and at the same time i'm so hungery for the game i want it to be so good, i want it to blow me away in a way that i can't expect, i have a new computer coming and i'll be ready for it.