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(CR)Happy New Year!

No seriously, I just wanted to take a moment and wish everyone on the XF forum a happy and healthy new year. 2008 was a great year for us...well, at least for ONE reason...;) XF2--finally came to fruition! That's a miracle in and of itself. And we've had some great(and bad) experiences this year, and met new friends on the forum, and I hope we have many more years with eachother. Maybe one day, even in person (!!!) ya never know ;) Lots of love to all my chicas! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! Love, Jill

My love letter

Ola amigas. Just wanted to wish everyone on the XF forum a very Merry Christmas. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday and spend it with people you love--and I hope you get some good stuff too ;) !!! Special shout outs to: Bruna: my sister, my first forum friend--you know I love you, girl. Feather: my OTHER apparently long-lost sister who is identical twins with me in mentality and who cracks me the frig up constantly ;) Ms. Piper: What the sam hell would this forum do without you? I dunno, but I dun want to find out. You are one cool lady ;) Marissa: You better stay here you, otherwise I'm gonna come drag yer butt here myself and glue you down :P Ais, and Dana--who altho I don't know as well as the others, I'm extremely glad to have met you and hope we can get to know eachother better. PuzzlingPixie--very sweet and I imss you around, but, um...where the heck are you? :( EOshipper Elena Cassie Katie Long-lost KJ Sarah And I know I've left some girls out--I didn't do it on purpose, I blame my pathetic memory, old age and the late hour. But I wish you all the best holiday wherever you are and I'm glad I returned...I just want you to know...its not really XF I come here for--its you :) Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Love, Jill

Gey for GA, and stuff.

Yeah, I think I'm totally getting a thing for her. I made it to level 14 FINALLY!!! Took me like a year! Piper I love your videos and all you girls look absolutely beautiful--on the red carpet and on the vid outtakes. You guys rock, and I'm gonna be in the next video, too! Muwah.... Very slow tonight when I'm actually LOOKING for some conversation wit choo guys... But I'm back. I think I left last time cuz there was so many new people who wouldn't even talk BACK to me, and like it was so weird and formal and I dunno, I kinda felt like I wasn't needed around here :*( *sniff sniff* Haha, jk. Anyways, more than anything just wanted to give my peeps a shout out and confess my growing attraction to Gillian. Oh baby.

A Million Miles Away

Hi guys! I'm back. Yoo freakin long right? I missed you so much. I actually thought there would be like a million new people on here and I woulnd't know anyone, but it feels like home--well, except for the white *shudders*. I just missed that feeling of being with people who LIKE what I like. I mean, I've met some of the most wonderful people on here. I thought yer vid was amazing and you all did such an awesome job, and looked beautiful :) I don't know if any of you remember x-phile7 on here *Brandon*, but we met on here--actually arguing about how he thought Mulder should get together with Fowley and the forum wasn't loading, so I had Bruna post my messages for me to him--cuz that's back when she would stay up till 2am talking to me ;) And then he was just like--I'll IM her, and the rest is history. We got married last month and he's the love of my life--and he likes X-files, how great is that? Remember the party thread? Remember the anti-fowley propaganda? Remember the nazi moderator who was giving everyone TOS warnings for EVERYYTHING and I got kicked off for a week cuz I said that it was probably some fat lazy unattractive guy sitting in his parent's basment eating candybars bothering us...? Remember my rambling? HAHA...Well, I remember, and that was the sheet! Here's us after the civil ceremony, I'm the crazy blonde.   OK, I'm back! Hope I'm welcome :) Hugs to everyone!

My 1 out of 1Billion: I Want To Believe ***Spoiler Alert***

ed. I posted this on MySpace, but I'm re-posting it for my pals on the forum. Yes, I've been away, I've been trying to stay away from movie talk to be completely suprized--and I was! Ok...here's MY review of The X-Files new movie. I'm not a professional critiquer or anything--hell I can't even spell it, but I'll do my best. When I saw it the first time I felt half-way thru the movie a little...non-plussed. I was like..*Uh, Mulder and Scully aren't even WITH eachother most of this movie--what the f&@!? * Where is this big blockbuster movie we waited for??? I felt like the sexual tension that we thrived on was gone-- to quote Coldplay *when you get what you want, but not what you need* You know, since they are in a 81/2 year relationship now, I guess a lot of that tension dissipates--what with the beard and all ;) I was annoyed at the fact that Mulder was at home all the time and Scully was supporting the both of them. And the William reference--what with Mulder talking about William leaving a hole or emptiness (I forget exactly) I was like--you weren't even THERE to be with him during season 9--you left Scully! I reeled when, once again, something better and more exciting comes along, Scully plays second fiddle to Mulder's whims. Leaving her in his dust. Again. And again. The whole thing with Scully's patient (who looked remarkably like Rumor Willis) was irritating. I'm sorry. Brandon says I'm going to hell. Aaaaand Amanda Peet. Now...she didn't step on anyone's toes, she didn't try to steal Mulder--altho, the whole *I think this is a longer conversation* irked me. But...she called him FOX. B**ch. I wished Skinner was in it more. I ached for him when I saw him.. It felt like old times and as suddenly as he got there (applauded 2x no less by the audience) he was gone. Bummer. K, now at this point yer probably thinking, what is this nasty b**ch's problem? She's an X-phile. She wrote in to have this made. She chatted on the forum for months. Sell out! Hold yer horses... I saw it a second time. I knew it was worth it to get a better understanding and enjoy the experience without all the nail biting and *what-ifs*. The second time is what I was waiting for. I actually could enjoy and follow the story without biting a hole thru my finger. The sexual tension I missed between Mulder and Scully the first time around was replaced by a sense of comfortability. They have been together all this time. They aren't lovey-dovey kissy-kissy anymore. Its a shame, tho that we missed that ;) But I revelled in the fact, that THEY are together. No more worrying--gee is this b**ch gonna try to steal Mulder, gee is Mulder gonna run off again? No. They have a home together and sleep together every night. *Sigh*. Life's great. Mulder and Scully's characters were true to form, and I TOTALLY could see Scully working in a hospital (Catholic no less) and Mulder being a bearded recluse clipping new stories and collecting crazy things. Hey, its the truth! Mulder leaving Scully in the dust, disobeying her wishes...totally Mulder. He did it six years ago, and he did it ten years ago, and he did it last night. True to form. Now, it always annoyed me...But this is "driven Mulder" pulled back from the brink of insanity, only to teeter on the edge of it from a different precipice. Scully's patient. Albeit not the most UNannoying part of the movie, but what it was was a catalyst. A way of allowing us to see how far Scully has come as a believer. Who would have thought Dr. Scully would believe and go balls to the wall to do some drastic medical procedures because a pedophiliac priest tells her *don't give up*. Hmm...nice work, Mr. Carter. Skin Man making a cameo was amazing. Like I said *old times*. But still I wish that he was in it more. Now...this movie was different from the first in one very specific way... While (I at least) thought this movie would be as big or bigger in scope that the orginal *blockbuster status*, it wasn't about that. It was INTERNALLY blockbuster. I WANT TO BELIEVE sounded again and again thru-out the movie. Mulder wants to believe that Father Joe is a real psychic and that he can locate these victims. Mulder wants to believe HE can help. Scully wants to believe she can save her dying patient, and she wants to believe in a sexual predatory preacher. The FBI agents want to believe Mulder can help. Scully wants to believe in Mulder's ability to MOVE ON and stop chasing monsters. Father Joe wanted to believe he could find these victims and cleanse his damned behavior. He wanted to believe God was talking to him. And guess what... I believed it too. The supernatural element was God. Not flying in your face, not moving mountains, not ressurrecting the dead. But flowing thru our heros. Flowing thru the characters. Flowing thru the dialogue, flowing thru the tears, flowing thru the audience, and flowing thru me. What a sneaky thing...all this time I'm looking for the "huge" on the outside...and it came from the inside. Well freakin' done. Side notes I can't forget... The minutae of the sunflower seeds, pencils in the ceiling, the fish tank. The POSTER. Scully's emotional exchange between Father Joe in his apartment. Amazing. The sweeping aeral shots of the helicopters, stark snowy shots and chase scenes were breath-taking. Mulder and Scully's banter and pillow talk. Her *That's why I fell in love with you* and the ending kiss between them. *cheeky grin* Also, Skin Man as daddy, coming to our heros' aide yet again, coddling a medicated Mulder towards the end. Did I mention I love Skinner? And last but not least...the elusive scene after the credits of Mulder and Scully in that row boat...Scully relaxed in her bikini, and Mulder rowing away in the pretty sun. Both waving at us. Maybe a *goodbye*. But maybe a *till we meet again*. God I hope so.

Hellooooooooooo From Beyond... *insert wail here*

HI everybody!!! How are you? Hopefully you guys remember me *sheepish grin* I moved recently and don't have internet for the time being, so I'm stealing a few mintues on my parents computer to say HIII and to wish all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! XF2 2008! Yeehaw! I miss all of you so much and I'm gonna check in every chance I get, just bear with me for a little while--I haven't forgotten about you. Hope you all had a great Christmas. Not one of my more eloquent installations, but heartfelt, nonetheless. I love you guys!

Steam from my ears

Ok...this is getting ridiculous. You all know what I'm talking about. What is going on with these TOS warnings??? This has never happened before this whole time I've been on the forum. Getting warned for being OFF TOPIC??? Geez, I've been off topic a million times and everyone else has too, now we are getting violations??? Getting warnings for posting TOPICS??? Getting warnings for INSULTING people when I never insulted any of you I love you guys!!!???!!! This is so stupid. Whether its that guy who was bugging you or the mod is on his/her period, I dont know, but this has to stop. Lunacy. I love you guys. Jill out.

Insert Witty Title Here

Hello my wonderful amigas/amigos! I know I've been gone a while. I took a hiatus of sorts for whatever reason. None of them make sense or matter any more--I'm back! Lots of new people on here! You guys have to introduce yourselves! I love new X-philes :) Um, just wanted to kinda confirm my re-admittance to the forum, so...YEAH! A special shout out to Jess, Piper and Sarah since I haven't talked to you girls in a hundred years *mucho hugs* Love you Bruna and Feather too! And Katie and KJ and Jeremy and Cassie etc, etc, forgive me if I forgot anyone, for its been a while. Love and a piece of DD's aft end, Jill

Could this be... *gasps* a new blog?!?

Hey guys! Its been a while since I've been on here. Thought I'd give a shout out to all my peeps *hugs*!!! I missed you guys! I've just had stuff on my mind and haven't been on the comp much. My mom had her surgery and it went well. She's going to need radiation therapy for 6 weeks tho. But she's good for now. Thanks for all yer kind words guys I appreciate all of you lots! I feel like I haven't been here in so long--I'm missing out! Sheesh. I'm gonna try to be back every day again. I just went thru another slump in my oh-so-stressful life. Hope you are all doing well and enjoying your summer. Much love! XoXo Jill