I remember when i was playing my first role playing game(by the way I'm trashed now so misspelled words and rambling will happen) all i wanted to do was level up so i could get stronger well it sucks fighting and fighting and fighting the same monsters over and over and over again well to do this and to make it enjoyable(after i turned 21)i would drink get a great buzz and by the next day i would have started at level 15 end up at level 20 have know idea were i was, what spells i have acquired ,or how i got there but it didn't seem to matter i was running around fighting the same thing over and over again. and it was eaiseier so im woundering if im alone here.