Suspended on silver wings

Is my fate in the wind

The light I desperately seek

I have hidden myself

The clarity I'm gaining

The insight I've found

Forever grateful for both am I.

1000 apologies to my brother and sister

You both have been so good to me

Yet I've taken advantage

My issues have amplified from June

The past few months have not been easy

But the blame lies in me.

Yes, my siblings, I should allow you a little

- Very little, microscopic -

Part of the blame.

But I won't.

Because I'm me.

So lets fix me.

Let's heal me.

Put up with me a little longer?

Humor my worries and strike down my paranoia?

Please?