It's about four months since I joined TV.com. Almost every day I go to this web, watching my friends' blogs. go to my favorite shows contribute my things. You don't know how happy I am, my listening has improved so much.

And I'm happy to have many friends here. From my first blog entry, I've been waiting every day that they'd come to me. At that time I don't know how to track blog, how to have friends, just write my blog and waiting for friends come and say hi to me. Now I know that's so silly. It's easy to have friends if I visit their blogs and say hi first.

Now I have another problem. notice that I didn't write my blog for a long time. Actually, I want to make my blog more usual as you do. But I was stuck with the topic. Every time, I have my feeling to write to you, I was interrupt. And the reason is my written is really bad, it's too narrative, but I always want to make it more hilarious, make you're happy every time you visit my blog. So I wrote and dug it out :(

Sometimes, I want to tell you things happened to my life that makes me feel sad and lonely. I want to open to you, you are my only friends now. But I was too shy and nervous. What will happen if someone knows me (who I didn't want to share with them) comes to my blog. That's the reason I couldn't share all my things to you. I was obsessed with them, and those prevented me from writing to you like an optimist.

"Everything's gonna be okay" I think that will happen to me. There's time I was very happy that I almost forgot all of the worst things. Sometimes it's sparkle, and quickly blurred. So I believe one day I will forget it all. I'm an optimist and you will see it when you visit my blog some day.

Love you all, hugs :D