my eyes are going to get bad:cry:

really.. i spend way to much time here..

and my eye docter is going to ask me if i spend alot of time on the computer.. and if i say yes he is going to give me special contacts for the computer.. i imagine there more expensive and i dont have money.. so i guess i just need to spend less time on the computer..

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and SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPEND:o

i actualy passed a NES game!!!:D

NES games are hard.. but i did it...

i even reviewed the game..

HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i also need to buy less games..

my mom is kinda mad i have gotten so many game..

when i joind game spot in febuary i had like 15 games and now i have like 50..

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also my family is going to visit my grandmother and aunts and uncles..

but i dont want to go..

my family has always treated me badly knowing i have depretion..

and whenever all my family gets together.. i feel worst and more depressed.

and last year i refused to go and they said i was a ingrate for not wanting to vist my grandmother..

i dont mine spending time with my grandmother with alzimers..

its the rest of the family that makes me feel bad..

so i really dont wana go but i think this time im going to have to..