so the other night i was alone watching tv and suddenly the song Time after time came on...it gave me adn epic nostalgia feeling and made me think about the real world....loosing my family and friends...my dad (he passed away 10 years ago )...and getting old and not doing enough....i have been deep in thought ever since about my purpose and what to do....it has made me numb .. :(

so i was playing Wipeout Pulse on the PSP and i heard this track called X PROJECT ..it got me hooked on electronics/bass/drums....i continued listening and lusting and searching for more i found work from Marcus intalex and like that a lot too....then suddenly i encountered jean Michel jarre-i really was speechless when i saw this ........ i am still certain that JMJ is beyond human...i am listening to more of his work now -the other equinox parts and of-course OXYGEN PART IV...

so what other electronic songs would you recommend? and please NIL vocals in them :)

so i couldt wait-for july 12 to get a ps3..i gave in and bought one early for GTA IV :(-im not sad im just pissed/amazed because i have a very strong patience and mind set but GTA IV made me :x .....im still enjoying it though :)

so have you ever succumbed to darkness and regretted it?

MGS4 is coming and im glad i waited fo a ps3 now ill be getting the 80 GB bundle :D

anybody else have any plans for it?

so i did it :)

we have a careers teacher and he gives advice on how to choose career and etc..he said" go do it...you wont see them again in this city...dont be ashamed overcome your fears..just go do what you have wished to do"

so i work at subway but i dont like fastfood enviroment to work in :( i had heard about a bike shop needing someone so i went to ask for a job..i had some sales exp in a nother bike shop for couple of months...i went it and talked to the guy..i remembered all my teachers stuff and just said"hey im willing to learn..you wont be dissapointed etc.." and i kept getting more relaxed and calm and in the end he suddenly sai "come monday " i was so happy :D

the thing that makes me mor ehappy is that before going their i was not willing to go i kept saying nah they wont ever hire me blah blah..no im so happy ... :) if i hadnt gone i may have regretted it for ever :D

i am not a social person so this is big for me going to talking to a stranger for a job that im not exp in :D

yayayay come on .. wanna celebrate :)

sp..it started with Nausicaa Valley of the wind.it really intrested me and i liked it so i searched for more..

next i saw Grave Of The Fireflies-Amazing movie-brilliant and deep...you go so into it that you dont even notice its a cartoon..it has so much power :(

then i saw My Neighbour totoro :D-what is amazing that it doesnt have a main character or a plot of a sor..but it still manages to put a smile on your face every couple of second and again the animations are very fluid...Mei is so amazing you just want to eat her :P

and then i saw AKIRA...WOW such heaviness and deep story and the animation WOWOOOW...i was shocked when i found out when it was made i couldnt believe it...it was very real -shows all the corruptness and evil of the world..definetly watch this one

so if you guys have any other good animes pls recommend and watch these :)

This is not a BLOG just some intresting stuff on this TOPIC and what do you think about it all basically so pls comment...

METAHUMANS-POSTHUMANS-SUPER HUMAN ABILITIES

Everyday when im infront of my PC waiting for a download to finish..or while im in the loo...i PUSH my brain hard..widen my hand and TRY to use Telekinesis..yes it may sound weird but i do it alot..i try to move pens..pencils and many other small object..i try to STOP TIME with my brain...i throw a ball at the wall to try PROBABILITY ...i try to fly by jumping out of my bed or couch...:) i really want to Achieve this and have 100% faith that if not for me HUMANS will eventually will be able to do this...so here are some evidences and MY FAVORITE SUPERPOWERS and HUMANS WHO have infact achieved one of the powers..

ECHOLOCATION-This has been Achieved by BLIND people..its the "power" so sense object by ECHOES OF SOUND..DANIEL KISH or BEN UNDERWOOD ..BEn makes sounds with his tongue or just anything else and senses object and evades themm.he goes hicking even ALONE..and rides a SKATEBOARD or they ride a bike...

ECHOLOCATION VIDEO

so that was the only "SUPERPOWER" you can say SCHIEVED by humans..here are the things that will be able to give us SUPERPOWERS ..

POSTHUMANS AND METAHUMANS-They are Humans who Have "PASSED" normal HUMANS Through EVOLUTION or Through Enhancing them using TECHNOLOGY and Medicine(Drugs-Virus etc..)..For example they can replace your brains with chips to make it REMEMBER everything or Equip us with EXOSKELETONs to enhance Our MOVEMENT-SPEED and POWER

GENETIC ENGINEERING-This is simple as the name implies..to change and twist our DNA to enhance us..Like remove NEGATIVE dnas and input or enhance positive DNAS to make us more intelligent-smarter and faster

CYBERWARE-this is similar to Post Humans and Meta Humans..The differenc from what i understand is that in Cybernetik Implants they ADD cyberware to you not REMOVE and REPLACEbut to ADD Extra "enhancing machines" onto you to again make you smarter-faster and stronger

well those are the ways to make you a more Supreme being that NORMAL humans..now for my part..my Favorite Super Human ABILITIES

Empathic mimicry (EMPATHY) -The Ability to Absorb and Dublicate Other superhumans abilities after you have been near them

Telekinesis Or Psychokinesis-To Move OBJECTS with your mind

PYROKINESIS-To Excite Atoms rresulting is Igniting and controlling Flames with your Mind

FREEZING-the Ability To Reduce The Temperatures of Matter,Thus Causing it to Freeze

ELECTROMAGNETISM-The Ability To Create And Direct Electrical Currents and well as Fly Using Electrical Arcs

FLIGHT-The Ability To Propel Onself into the air,This also Gives your Body Protection to heat to some extent ,because you need it when you are flying at supersonic speeds.

LIGHTNING-Same as Electromagnetism,maybe strongerup to 1000 VOLTS

Healing and Rapid Cell Regenration-This causes You to Heal and reproduce and organs or wound..and also to LIVE FOREVER

Space-Time Manipulation-To COntrol Time-Go to past -Future,Stop and reverse time

ill update this i have to go for now..i hope this information has been "informative" for you :)