You know that dreary hopeless feeling you get that accompanies coming down from an unreasonable rebound high after a despairing low? When you realize nothing's really changed from the reason for the low? That's me right now. I've been on a roller coaster the past few days, and not the fun kind like at an amusement park. I think I'm going to take a break, for a while anyway, from the forums I regularly post in. They're usually a big source of happy and I'm really not in the mood for happy. I probably won't go away completely, but I won't be as regular as usual. And some of that time I'll actually be away in a place where It'll be hard to check in anyway. Thank goodness for better-than-lousy timing for once. So, if you're wondering where I am... that's where. Not here. And for anyone who might be inclined to worry, please, please don't. I promise I won't do anything stupid. I'll be okay, I just need time to recover.