i wonder if its possible to better oneself by sheer force of will. even when your previously formed habits are so tempting and troublesome. and just be the person you want to be.

i wish i would be chosen for community spotlight. that would be cool.

i should make a new banner. i should learn how to make banners again. to photoshop stuff again. there's a lot of stuff that i should do, now and in the future. i'll make a list one day. it's hard to make plans and stuff. being an adult is strange.

i think i like in plain sight. im not so sure all of the time. but i watch it and the 4th episode, which i just watched, made me cry. so...you know.

hmmm tv.com