HI guys!

Wow...I'm back again...I'm not dead yet xP

Today are the last episodes from Grey's Anatomy on TV for a looooong time...well...I hope it won't be so long, because I really wanna see season 4! And I really hope Private Practice will be on TV then, too.

So it's only a few days till Chrismas and I still have no idea what I could give my grandma as a present. And our school ball is on friday, but I'm not going...I'm not in the mood and don't even have a dress. SO I'm just waiting for holidays and SNOW....it's winter and it looks like it's April....thats so s*itty...summer cold and winter warm :(

And actually I should learn English now...I think we'll write a test tomorrow. And I should look for a placement...I'm thinking of doing it at a hospital...soooo...sooner or later I have to phone there...and I'm scared of that. I hate phoning guys I don't know. I really hope I'll get a place then cause I would really love it and I'm too lazy to look for something else xP

Ah yeah...have you any ideas what to draw for a calender:idea:...I wanna make one by myself for my other grandma but I've no plan what to draw C: SO please tell me!!!!;)

haha...I've just found out how to make colors hehehe...so you have to live with these terrible colors ^^

Luv :D

...and I don't get this thing here. I mean, what can I do here? I love Grey's Anatomy, BUT I can't talk with the guys in the forum because I'm livingin germany and stuck in season 3 and they are all talking about season 4! Actually I'm just here to spy on my friend hehe.:D

An other thing is that I have a friend and she things smoking and alcohol make her cool, and guys, who don't think so, are boring. I really wish I could be as cool as she is, but I can't. What a pitty :o_O Well...f**k this s*it! I kinda hate her, because she thinks so! Smoking is just stupid and it smells bad and it KILLS! :evil:OK not my problem...

Yesterday was so fun. It's fall and usually pretty cold, but yesterday. And some guys from my class played football. OK nothing special. But THEN 2 of them put off their t-shirts, and I was just like :OMG! :shock:And what I saw really wasn't that bad ;P Wish it would be summer again