It has been a while but Im back! I missed you all so much! I want to hear from every one demon, deershadow, sangogirl, roguele, zero and everyone else! :D

That Son of a is datting my so called "best friend" that he datted before me. My "best friend" set us up and then When I heard the rumor that they were datting but I knew they wouldnt hurt me like that so I called her and asked she said "You know I would never do that to you. Im not that kind of girl" Well I called him he said "No Im not datting her. I dont care for her like that." Then About 2 weeks later I saw them!!! I waited a few days and Called him back he told me that he was in fact datting her. At least he could of told me the truth sooner I would not be as pissed off now! Some one will be hurt more than ME I garentee that!

Pain In my heart
He riped it out.
I loved him and he loathed me.
Why?
He said he isn't himself around me.
He said he can't stand to be with me.
He said I don't love you any more.
I cried and cried until I awoke.
Now I know in my heart I did not love him.
I could not have loved a man who used me.
I love my friends who I have neglected.
I love the sun and the cool afternoon breeze.
I love the world he could not take from me.
So the pain in my heart will subside.

I cant believe some times how stupid I can Be. Ok here is what happened, but first you need to know that I have weak ankles. Yesterday in my 3rd block while I was walking back to my desk my flippin ankle gave out and I fell on to it. While I was lying there I realized that I had completely killed my own ankle. So I just hobbled back to my desk and put that foot up on the desk beside me. well my teacher noticed that it was turning purple and so she went to the back and grabbed a package of frozen french frys. So Im sitting there with my leg propped on a desk with a package of frozen frys on my ankle. (my 3rd block is food/nutrition) Any way I went to work with my ankle all wrapped up and shoved in to my ridding boot. I figured that it was safe to go on about my way and just ride as nothing was wrong.....well that was not the case. about 35 min in to the ride my ankle gave out again and I preceded to fall from the horse only to sprain the dang thing. so here i am 2 days left in my entire high school career with a sprained ankle. What makes things worse is the Dr. I saw about it said "Well dont you feel stupid". OH yea I do feel stupid.

Well I am Begining to like the new site. I have news!!!! Yea I have a BOYFRIEND! He is soooo cute! I will put a pic up soon. I also have prom pics up too. Well drop me a line and do whatever.

What is with the site? Momma LIKE! Momma Like alot. Do you guys like it or no? So who has some news?

Sour first: We have this pregnant mare at our barn and we bread her to an Andalusian stallion. She is a Tennessee Walker so the foal would be so flipin cool. Also this cross has never NEVER been done before that anyone knows of. Well anyways horses stay pregnant for 11 months and she was on her 9 month so we did not expect her to have it for quite some time. But When we feed in the morning it was laying their in her stall. I was so excited until I noticed that it was not moving..at all. She aborted the foal and it was laying life less in her stall. We had the vet come out and try and help in any way possible. Unfortunately it would not have survived even if we helped it. the poor baby was too young to even have a chance. we are still unclear on why she aborted it but we are going to bred her again to the same stallon. You should have seen it the little filly was just breath taking. she had a white body with a black face and her legs were white to the knee and black below the knee to the hoof. she had a whit blaze down her face also. the vet believes that she got a infection and died from sickness. she would of been so cool! Now the Sweet: Well I was accepted to College! The one I wanted WOOOOOO! I know that the sweet is small but so very significant! I want to hear any news from everyone also.

what would you look like an anime?
water
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My soul seems content, though sometimes the feeling of something is missing overwhelms me...other wise a feeling of happiness and delight seems to fill me.
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Magic HappensSometimes your a bit pessimistic, or better said you're a real down to earth person. That's very good, but don't to explain everything. Magic happens, feel free, and enjoy the moment....
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You are earth:You cherish the beauties of nature. You enjoy everything in your life, and believe it should be lived to its fullest
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Your scars are caused by loneliness. You want to interact with people, but you're so afraid that they won't like you that you behave strangely to provide yourself excuses for their dislike or withdraw from people completely. You feel invisible, like no one even realizes that you're alive.
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You are a very shy person, and very quiet. Your kind, but sometimes you are rejected for being so quiet. It is always wrong to be called names, but remember that someone out there is waiting to call upon you. Your heart is a strong one; bravery lingers in it, emotions as well. Take care of what you love the most, even if it's slipping out of your hands. You feel so invisible because some people just don't seem to notice you. Always be on guards, never let anyone try and take over the real you. An original dreamer. Maybe a good write as well. An Intelligent person. Calmness and stillness is a good skill. You don't tell others too much about yourself. A quiet and mysterious person.

Color(s): Blue, yellow, green
Quote: "Sometimes it takes intelligence to win the battle"
Element: Earth
Animal: Swan
Word: Fushigi- Mysterious
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MoonYou would be god/-dess of the moon.Greek: Selena, Artemis
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spring is here! what will you do for spring brake? I dont know what to do? I maight go on a road trip or I could stay and be in a horse show. I dont know....grr. hey what has happend since I have been gone? I got some news. I have a date for PROM! All I now need is a dress and a new pair of converse!