I think this song best describes my situation.
Here Without You
3 Doors Down
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Remember how I said that Brianda was going to leave for Mexico? Well, she left Sunday morning, our 10 week anniversary. I rode up with her brother to the airport. Her flight left around 9-ish so she had to be there around 7. We had to leave her house at 5:30 so I had to be awake by 4:30 and I got to her house at 5:15. We got there around 6:15 and left around 7:00. I took some pictures of her Sunday. The first one was at her house. You could tell that she was still a little sleepy. :P The second one is my favorite picture of her. It is going in my wallet so I can show my friends how beautiful my girlfriend is.:D The last one is the last pic we took together, at least until she comes back.
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It's just that, she's the best thing that ever happened to me and I can't see my life without her. We were waiting by the security check (because we were there kinda early) and when she told me that she was going to head up to the gate, my heart sank. It was the first time that I cried in front of her, and I kinda feel stupid for doing that. It's not like I'm not going to see her again, I'll just miss her so much, thats all.
I mean, we are still going to be together and all, it's just that it would be the last time for (at the most) 6 months that I would see her beautiful face in person and that I would be close to her. On Friday, I told her how I felt about her. You know, those 3 words. She didn't say it back though, but she told me that I mean more to her than her other boyfriends did, even the one that she went out with for 2 years. She hasn't been happier, and she wouldn't have gone to Mexico, but she already planned it out before she met me. She doesn't say it much she said. She rarely tells her parents that. I'm going to keep on telling her it though, because I know it will come soon. She even told me that; she was just a little supirsed that I said it this soon. I don't think it's "soon" though.
That was before this morning.She called and she told me that she got in ok and everything. She tried last night, but her phone wasn't working. When she was getting ready to hang up, I told her that I loved her and she said that she loved me back. :oops: That made me really happy.:)
Well, these next few months will be a little harder than normal; not because it's my senior year (I got my schedule for schooltoday and it seems kind of easy to be honest :P), but because the girl I love is over 1500 miles away. I'll make it; we'll make it, I'm not worried about that at all. I just wanted to spend my senior year (all of it, not just one semester) with my girlfriend, thats all. I think I'm going to send her emails everyday. I sent her one last night, I just hope she has a reliable internet connection (she should, but I'm not positive). Hopefully we can talk on the phone more often that I thought we would. I know long distance isn't cheap, but she said that she was going to get a calling card so we should be talking on the phone more than on Windows Live Messenger.
Well, thats about it.
Mike (maa)
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