I added 2048 and Gabi to my friends list to send them the free guest passes for RO, I hope you two enjoy it, and we'll have to play in the same servers from time to time, I haven't played but 1 of the 10 new maps.

My girlfriend and I kinda hit a rough patch in our relationship, but I'm sure we can work everything out. We didn't really even know eachother when we started dating, so now that we are, we're learning a lot of stuff, and some of it's not all that pretty, but there isn't anything too bad. I set off some of the things she doesn't like, and she sets off some of the things I don't, but we're going to talk about it after she gets off work. I'm glad she's not trying to ignore the problems so they go away, like one of my other gfs did, which just led to more problems... But she was really mean getting it out there. She was leaving my house and I walked her to her car, and told her I loved her like I normally do, and she said "I don't believe you" in the most serious posture I have ever seen her in, so I just said goodnight and walked off. Then my mom comes in my room asking if everythings ok, which I hate that question, even if something was wrong I wouldn't talk to her about it, so I kinda yelled at her, and now I feel like a total ashole.

You know that feeling where nothing seems real, and your more in a dreamlike state walking around? I'm like that 24/7 now, and I don't understand it. I hate being human...

Oh well, sh!t happens...I'm just trying to keep looking forward and not let anything get to me too bad to the point of slipping back into my depression.