Last night we had a Spiritual Warfare service at my church. What that is is basically a prayer service. So, lots of things were getting prayed over last night.

And... on Saturday... me and Stephen... almost sort of broke up. I still have the txt he sent me, I had called him and asked him something(not going to say what), but then hung up because I didn't want him to hear me cry.

So, at 11:19 pm he sent me a txt saying "Are we braking up?"

I didn't know it, but he really thought thats what I meant when I called him and asked him something. And, honestly, I wasn't thinking straight when I asked him that either.

So, I was shocked, asked him what he meant, and he told me. I felt bad, and I still do. I never meant to hurt him.

We're still together, but... it feels like our relationship has changed. When I saw him yesterday, everything seemed different. I don't know :?