Well Yesterday(April 6th) was my Birthday.

Sorry that I have not posted a new blog in a while. It is just that this guy who I am really good friends with, I have been spending alot of time with him and some of our other friends lately. So incase anyone is wondering why I put failed relationship in the topic bar, I will explain. So anyway this guy, who I thought was interested in me( I mean he was flirting and basically comming on to me at every chance) Well I found out that he is just looking for a weekend boyfriend, not a serious relationship! He flirts with everything that moves. I have serious feelings of Love for him but aparently he does not want to return those feelings. He is everything I ever wanted in a boyfriend an more, like I said he was comming on to me. He is protective, a good listener, he may not be the most romantic and thoughtfull at times but he does have his moments. On my birthday, since he knew that I had alot of friends that wanted to hang out with me, he invited everyone over to his house and hosted a movie night( It did not work out as planed, some things came up that need our imediate attention but we still got to hang out with everyone we wanted to, just not all at the same time) I mean he even put up with being around his ex for 3 hours! He and this girl had a horrible break up and now don't talk at all, but we are part of a large group and he just put up with her so I could be with all my friends. When we're alone it( I dont want to sound love sick here but...) is like magic. We are so compatable. We have so much in common that it is unreal, but we have enughe not in common that it keeps a good balance. So I don't know, maybe in the end we will end up together but it probly won't be now. I have been telling all my friends this saying when they ask if I am really in love with him " You know when you love someone and you kiss them you have those sparks. When I kiss him............ FIREWORKS!"