i have practice maybe monday, definitely wednsday and thursday, and a few saturdays for a camp, and after tomorrow most saturdays will go to competition and possibly homework if i have any. well i might not see most of you for a while so whenever i can get back on. til then see you around

i'd like to wish everybody a happy holidays. 2005 was cool, but there's the possibility that 2006 will be cooler.

well even though i did pretty good i didn't make it. it's not really a problem i didn't make, because i didn't really want to worry about making those practices. so life goes on, one day at a time.

well friday our high school football team lost in the quarterfinals so for me, as a band member, i have free fridays to do whatever i please. i haven't had a friday off since august until next season. well that's all for now.

well as the title says i'm a total wreck right now. i never know what's running through my head. it's like i'm a roller coaster that i don't want to be on. i feel like i'm dying. i have pretty much nobody to talk to. i have an extreme loss of appetite. i don't even know who to trust anymore. i'm emotionally dead  inside. nothing makes sense anymore. my whole world has been turned upside down.

yesterday was my last competition for band and i have to say it was interesting even though our auxiliary****** up our score by dropping their flags and rifles. we were in AAAA/Open class which was stupid because our band is not that huge. their is barely even 70-80 people in the band maybe. which would probably have put us the AA or AAA class and own the rest of the bands. we got a 1 in band, drum major, and percussion and a 2 in auxiliary. we also placed second in percussion in our class.

well the show was okay. we got straight superior ratings best in class in percussion, auxiliary, and band. best percussion and auxiliary overall and 3rd place overall in band. that was an interesting day. 2 more. district festival, then SHOWCASE the big mutha of competitions.after that marching season is over then there's next year and indoor percussion.