Aight, now I must admit I do love her. What with all the facts given in the thread which is hell lotsa them, surrender is the only option given! And now the hard part arrives eradicate this feeling. Yet the possibility of accomplishing that objective may not even exists. How long would it take?  A Month? A year? Just hoping that I'll get rid of it as soon as possible. This forbidden love should not have came over in the first place! Waaaa...what must I do? I don't wanna live like this!!! :cry:

Okay, now comes the time again. Spend as much time as possible in the forums. Heck, how could I accomplish this? I  really hope this works as a way to improve my english. The exam is in the corner, and I still lack so much in this language. Couldn't even write an essay properly! Feeling so pressured...huhuhu. When will all this end? If death is the only way, then it'll be the path I'll choose, forcibly.