uhm the other day i went with my freind after school to hang out and uhm yea we jumped teh fence and then my sisters told my mom and my mom told my dad so he yelled at mey and yelled at mey and more and more ... omg he`s so scary ... *sighs*

anyways today was a better day i told my freind how they got me in troble and stuff and they were liek aww nicole were really sorry and i was all like uhm ok it`s ok .. but yea anyways school was otay .. i ishgot teh m.v.p. for p.e my teacher said he gave it to mey because im alwas teh first when we run and i always do my stretches without compling and that i had good grades and stuff liek that and i had to go up infront of everyone !! i was so shy .. and liek i was wearing my p.e shorts ewww ... i dun liek wearing shorts ...

omg i have all A`s whooo .. hehe

Quickwrite .. yep we did that today in A.V.I.D and ya can sit anywhere and answer the question in 5 minutes and mey and daniela we sat on teh floor and ruth on teh desk ontop... of iot .. and tehn zayre she ditched so yea bleh she waen`t there

awww .. uhm yea daniela ish a good drawer way better then mey she drew mey a doggie and drew my name i put it in my folder hehe i love her sooo much ahhh ...

uhm yea ... stevan he`s so weird.. he gave mey like 6 hugs in one day hehe.. he told mey he was gonna to steal my shirt and he told mey it was too small for him .. XD

uhm yea let`s see ...woah my life ..i told ya guys tooo much of it ... ahhh .. *covers mouth*

i did it this morning .. *sighs* ..

ok ... i got on heer quick because im actually doing a.v.i.d note s.. i will be back asd soon as i finish then an i will come on aim XD .. ahh ..

school was whatever ... uhm yea .. i guess my english teacher ish getting to liek mey i think she was gonna turn off teh lights but i did it for her XD .. and she`s liek thanks nicole ...

this girl she took my pencil bleh and she didn`t give it back ahh .. w/e

uhm ... 6 period .. omg this new dude in my ****was all liek just staring at mey and im like ahh what! and he`s liek geesh you have anger problems *sighs* ... f*ck him ... ugh ...

and uhm this other dude in 6 period ... was all liek omg ur so violent and im liek i didn`t touch you and he`s liek so what .. and then i was liek ugh !!! I HATE YOU .. and then eh`s liek ..something about idk but he said he smiled too much and i asked why he was smiling and he goes because i wanna then gives mey this creepy look .. ewwww ...

uhm yea .. how ish ya guys ?? i am bleh i dunno .. kindda mad upset .. depressed .. dunno ...

i better go finish my homework and then i1ll be back to reply to pm`s and also get on aim and msn XD ...

ok ... i like you guys comment ... and i read them all ... but i didn`t reply though i would tell ya in this bloggie but yea .. anyways... thanks all of you ... and that ... and idc what others say ... i liek being diffrent and i will continue .. to be diffrent .. ey .. ^^

Teh .. trip was ok ... uhm yea ... it was raining my hair got so crappy .. ewww ..

Teh ... bus driver was sleepy i was hopeing she ish crashed us so we al would have died ... but my wish didn`t come true ...

I Ish ... dun liek how people ... talk about ya behind ya back ... it makes mey mad...

Mey ... mom ... ish being ugh... she started an argument with mey .. and i just sat down on teh wall ... and my sis got in it she was all liek .. im tired of ur random attitudes... and im liek i dun have random attitudes ...and i was talking to mom not you ... then my sis said something and my mom goes i know and im liek what! .. and liek she`s liek go listen to ur ipod or something... i went ugh ...

Teh .. clock went by .. an hour passed then she asked mey for a dollar ... and i gave it to her *sighs* ..

when i got home i straighten my hair ... and cleaned and nao... XD

bai bai ...

... They treat mey diffrent because i`m diffrent ... i think it`s not fair .. XD

parents .... they were arguing .. i sat on teh counter with my head down ... i dun liek choosing sides...it suckes ...

teh cuts .. they itch .. they burn ... there teh scares of mey pain ... save it ...

...tommorow no school ... for mey .. i get to go to an college because my cla$$ A.V.I.D yay .. i guess should be ok .. less people i hate ...

...i hate my life myself ... i have no feeling atm .... im sorry ...

teh way my parents look at me ish .... they exspect alot ... from mey and i can`t give it to them ..

bai bai.....^^

new blog ... yea im so weird ... omg that blog i made lastnight was liek woah crazy ... and i want to say sorry ...

ok so lets see what i have to say ... i wrote this poem .. uhm Olivia read it and Dei .. read it too ... they both seemed to liek it but i think it`s a piece of crap bleh...

uhm... im working on a new drawing .. uhm yea it`s pretty crappy ... i might post my poem i might post my drawing it depends ... how i feel of the responses i know you guys will say oh it`s awesome or something but i dunno ...

the pic of my hair ... i promised i would post it so yea i shall .. bleh yea i am liek fat so bleh.. but here goes nothing ...

there ya go XD

ok back to my blog ... yesterday was morgy`s birthday and she`s 16 so lucky .. so happy birthday to her...

today ish.. Manti`s birthday and her ish 14 yayness .. happy birthday to her ... whooo teens are awesome ... XD ^^

uhm ok .. sorry about the other blog.. yea.. my phone`s pissed at mey it`s not working being gay so sorry ...

uhm uhm uhm other good new`s uhm ... zetty (Sergei) is coming back real soon .. yay..awesomeness ...

I HAVE STUFF TO SAY TO SOME PEOPLE`S .... (READ BELOW*

other good new`s uhm ... yea Manti ish... adorable ... ya huh XD .. and i love Olivia`s new hair and she`s also .. adorable... XD ... and her ish nice ... and also Yalith ish a good freinds i heart you .. my lover XD .. *slightly smiles* ...Dei .. she`s awesome too and i hope ya feel better soon and find out what`s making ya depressed ... and author ...yea yea kidd .. wait ur older oh well ... i hop ur feeling better today ..

Icons...

Song.. uhm yea.. REILENT k ... FAKING MY OWN SUICIDE AND UHM GIVE ...

give.. give . give until there nothing else .. XD i love this song .. whoo ...

faking my own suicide.. by reilent k also .. i like this song kindda slow but i liek it...

BAI BAI... i hope ya ish lieks .. mey bloggster haha .. yep yep...

ima try to comment back... to all fo ya .. i feel some what whatever ...

i gave and i gave and what did i get in return a big ur not goodenough to be my freind wow .. so im tired of trying ..

*im worthless says to myself .. hits head on the wall cries and says im worthless no one care so stop trying you idiot im such a idiot for trying *

*Screams to myself die die die !! come on already die .. i try and try but never succede.. ahhh die die * .. *f*ck ur not part of this work ur not wanted so why are ya still here just die *

*f*ucking slip ur throat and wrist and just die ... we all hate you nicole * ..

*that`s all i have to say .. cries.. screams ugh i hate myelf and life and everything else *

*depressed.. ugh and whatever you do don`t say sorry or i wish so lash out and yell at ya i warned ya so dun say i didn`t *

im so f*ucking mad and ugh im way too sensitive i hate it... *

Bored sooo ima do this survey .. ahhh

Basics

Name:Nicole....Birthdate:a day a time a month .. nov-24-92Birthplace:uhm.. dun worry Time you Were Born:i dunno..Nicknames:nickel,nickeh..nicole(ee),nicola..many many more Eye color:dark brown Hair color:^Height:uhm dun worry 5`4 in a half Left or Right Handed:righty Heritage:uhm...

Favorite...

Word:Rawr...or Argg..

Your...

Bedtime:Dunn have one Most Missed Memory:bleh whatever ..Weakness:omg idk ..Fears:everything .. im scared naoFirst Thought Waking Up:d*mn another crappy day Goal For This Year:uhm to dunnoMost Overused Phrase on an instant messenger:whooo.. ahh *screams *dances* that Perfect Pizza:pineapples see it`s kindda healthy

Random...

What's the Stupidest Thing You've Done:omg i don`t know i do alot of stupid things .. probably liek singing and dancing while jumping on my bed Who Would You Want to be Stuck in an Elevator With:haha .. idk some hot guys maybe Is Your Window Open:no! it`s liek 11:17pm ...What Colour is Your Toothbrush:Blue why?? huh .. j/k

Little Known Fact About You:

Who Is Your Longest Friend & How Long:uhm rachel and since we were babies but we dun go to the same school anymore and i dun live by her bleh suckes Do You Believe In Love At First Sight:yea i kindda do Do You Like School: Psh no the people suck and teachers too i hate them all except my freinds there cool and some other people What Cell Phone Provider Do You Have:T-mobile -stick together .. bleh Do You Know All The Words to the National Anthem:idk maybe some Have You Ever Smoked Peanut Shells:WHAT!!Last Time You Swam in a Pool:uhm last summer If You Were a Crayon What Colour Would You Be:black it`s totally awesome Been to the Mall Lately:uhm yea Ever caught a Fish:uhm nope .. How Do You Cure Hiccups:i uhn hold my breath or just do nothing .. i dunno ...What's the Stupidest Thing You've Done:i told you already ahh *sighs* ...Can You Stick Your Fist In Your Mouth:wow i dunno never tried ...

Do You...

Shower Daily:uhm yea of course Sing in the Shower:uhm ... Sing Well:i dunno Swear:actually yea kindda Believe in Yourself:bleh sure Want to go to College:yea i do Want to Get Married:dunno ... maybeWant to Have Kids:bleh dunno Get Along With Your Parents:ahh .. dad yes mom ahhh sometimes Get Along With Your Siblings:uhm sometimes Like Thunderstorms:uhm kindda but kindda creepy Play an Instrument:uhm nope Speak a Foreign Language:nope Sleep wIth Stuffed Animals:uhm yea i do *sighs* PACMAN FTWKeep a Diary/Journal:yea i do .. if anyone reads it im dead ... ahhh

im tired im going to bed .. spam if ya want bye bye

*i`ll be right here .. all ya have to do is call my name no matter how close of far away ask me once and i`ll come i`ll come running... keep me in ur heart and i`ll appear*

uhm yea today mey and my freind veronica .. we were at lunch and we were listening to my ipod and we were listening to miley cyrus and hannh montana .. haha .. and we were all singing and dancingyea i know immatures so what .. we like being immature haha ..

p.e was funner today haha .. so we played tug a war haha yea and well like there was m group and there was like 7 girls and were all liek small and liek the other group has 12 girls and there all big and first tug bam ... we tried but then karen fell on mey and i fell on brittany and we all fell and all the guys are just laughing at us and our hands were all red ahhh it was funn though ..

uhm yea my teacher sent me to go do something i think she though that it would make me talk and then she started talking to me to make me talk ugh i dun wanna talk what part dosen`t she understand bleh .. ahh *screams**hour passes by .. oh wow nicole ya didn`t post ya blog omg ur so weird oh yea take that and that ohhh i feel better kindda *

im bleh atm .. well whatever im outtie bye bye ily .. *never try to push or make me diffrent when i talk ya listen to mey as i am is how you want me and i know i found the pieces missing im looking at them ... *

haha ... zomg .. weird .. yep yep today at p.e mey and brittany my freind she`s weird her birthday ish tommorow haha yayaness .. she`s gonna be 15 ... im 2 months older hehe yaya mey .. anyways we were at p.e and then liek we were running all weird.. and screaming and stuff and then we were streatching and im liek we get to look stupid while looking at the guys it`s like we lay down and bring our top part up haha .. and then we were walking to the locker room and then she jumped on my back and then we almost feel haha ... whoo.. can ou say weird people looked liek woah...

Splits.. haha i dunno .. im still trying to do them .. haha .. ima do them or try after i finish this bloog..

*runs down the hall way screaming ahhh and whooo and im weird oh yea haha whooooo*

uhm uhm i straighten my hair hehe it`s usally urly but my freinds told mey to do it straight so i d but i told them i wasen`t and then i did .. ahh .. but yea it better not rain tommorow ...

uhm let`s see ... my freinds told mey i should be a tomato because im emo haha .. and then im liek fine im emo and they started dying laughing and there liek she admited she was emo *wispers they dun know* haha yea

*starts dancing and screaming whooo .. hehe .. and more dancing *

im so freaking weird and awesome

piccy .. uhm yea .. ima take another one .. ey i dun liek smiling my teeth are super straight .. bleh but yea ya can see my hair straight too.. haha ..

well comment plz .. or i`ll dance on yo face hehe .. im outtie bye bye ..

no school today .. yay .. ok most people dun have school today so yay .. but anywho ...

see .. we were sitting in the living room and then my dad`s computer came on and then im like noo and then i started screaming going the computer ish possessed and the stereo comes on in my room sometimes but i think it`s my skateboard hehe.. and eya my house is liek a new house and berly got built .. cough rich place of were i live cough .. hehe... yea my mom`s gonna get a job so i won`t see her as much hell yea *throws a party* j/k

im so weird... see liek when im sleepy i do weird things so yea i went in the kitchen and im liek lets see if i can do the splits so i tried and i almost did it but then i fell lol my sisters liek ya gotta stretch befor you do them ad im liek ohh liek this so i started to stretch and such hehe .. and then she`s liek ur so weird and then i was stretching and she turned off the light so i jumped up and ran out hehe .. it was liek lastnight at midnight whooo ..

uhm yea im super weird .. who likes my banner ad all my other stuff ?? i do .. whoo..

*dances* hehe .. my life suckes but i try to be happy XD

well i tink that`s all how ish ya guys ??

ILY.. Nicole ... boo !! *screams woah i scared myself * hehe

who wants to see a pic of mey and im actually smiling which ish a first hehe ??