The end day draws closer....I slowly start to worry more and more and yet I still hope for the best. Thoughts bounce around in my head so fast at times I start to feel dizzy.

What's going to happen when this day comes?

How will the wife cope?

How will the rest of her family and my family deal with the situation...? Do they worry as well?

How about my two huskies....will they notices the difference when this day comes?

I worry....what will happen to everyone when my time comes?