I feel like crying. Loss is a funny thing.
by nexusprime on Comments
Its really strange, you really dont know what you have untill its gone. Before you jump to conclusions though let me clarify, no one has died( at least no one I know) but as I have learned life is not all that there is to care about. My backup 400gb HDD died. Now the first thing your gonna think is PFFT...its just a piece of hardware....and you're damn right, but its the data that it contained that squeezes tears outta my eye. My back up hdd contained everything Ive ever created...good or bad from since 2005, the list consists of 200+ insturmentals, 50 + photoshop artworks, 7 or so sketches, pictures of friends and family almost all of which were only digital, the bones of my website which i will share with you in a minute and other stuff which isnt as important. the only thing that I could salvage was the 22 intrumentals, 100 other songs and 2 pics of me... all on my psp. Now the HDD died about 3 weeks ago and up untill 10 or so mins ago I was in total denial.... then i played this instumental of mine, Multiple Rebirth while its nothing extra special on its own it was part of the sweetest gesture I ever made. It was part of the E- Valentines card that I created my self in flash 8, along with several other elaborate gifts, was my valentines gift to this girl I loved (shes on gamespot too, bet cha cant spot her :p). Now I would love to show you this card BUT the only copy resides on my back up hdd. And as if to pour salt on the wound...i loaded up my experimental flash website neXus Works (its unoptomized so it takes a while to load)but i can no longer edit it ....cuz its on the backup.....see the trend:(. The only good thing that came outta this is that i have internet at home(FINALLY), i got a new shexy PC and i got a new GF...which adds to my theory....that fate makes you trade one good thing you take for granted for one good thing that you want.