(hi guys)

.:WARNING RANT ZONE BELOW:.

i thought id be one of the lucky ones who escaped from dramas narrow grip but alas... i too have been claimed by it... i fell pray to it just like the rest... which... sucks

no like itreally sucks. i dont like it. i want to murder the people i have drama with but of course that is illegal... and i am a good girl...

ive lost a friend over this and its not my falt. shes the one who is owned/claimed by her freshman overlords (shes a junior) and she does what they say. im also pretty sure they told her not to talk to me but idk. she tells me things that shes not supost to tell me that the other person has told/done w her and that person was all like 'dont tell sam'. ha! i laugh at you...

some people need to learn not to tell me things likemarrage planes and such.

shes nailing her own coffin closed. and i refuse to help her undo what the cards of life have delt for her. i dont care if she gets crushed, stomped on, beaten, bruised, bashed inand to the point of suicide(not physically of course (though i wouldnt mind) i dont mean any harm) i will not help her. i kind of hope she fallowsin the steps of all who have come before her. she deserves it...

shes mean to me...

she sent me a msg on facebook (to bad i deleted it) and it said 'hi sam! im not allowed to talk to you' and i was like 'wtf! no! you do not say that to sam! *delete*' yes... that does make me pretty mad (more like pissed...) itswas a very unforgivable move for her... and she will not shut up about the head freshman of her group (the controllers) its like 'that girl that,thisgirl this' all the time... she obsessive compulsive over 3 animes that she is, sadly enough, destroying. putting pair together that WOULD NEVER happen... tisk tisk.bad move.

.:RANT OVER:.

sorry guys... i just really badly had to tell someone and my muffin lives a different country (stupid time zones) i promise ill try really hard not to rant again...

soooooo..........

i had an awesome xmas with mom/dad (whoo for 2 xmas) and a totally awesome birthday party! who knew playin laser tag while wearing glow sticks would actually make your game better lol

i got 20th (i think) the first game & 9th the second game //_^

i had soooo much fun! & guess what! were all going back soon! love free games...

i might put up some current pics... gifts... and my cake of course! cuz it beats all your guys cakes!

well... chow!

(i feel better now =3)

wooo! 100 th blog! ive bn waitin ta write tis...

well anywho 2 day @ skool n 1st pd aka english 2 we had a ides of march toga party 2 celebrate- i mean commemoratethe death of julius caesar. so we laydgames & ate roman food. it wuz so muc fun! like wen we got r drinks my lil group got sum grape juice (cuz it wuz n a wiine bottle) & toasted 2 caesar by sayin hale caesar! we drank sum... & r faces we like omfg tat wuz *shivers* so we added diet coke 2 it & it mellowd it out ten drank the rest of it. it wuz so funny! wish i remember i had brought my camera 2 take pics...

i made a new friend n 6th akaalg 2ta day... his name is brandon! he kool //_^

no wat time it is!?!

no?...

well... its spring break for me! wooo! *beaks out the party music & puts bac on my black makeshift toga*

wooo! *starts ta pary*

bye~bye!

my newest fav song (cuz of rock band) is when you were young by the killers.

http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#when%20you%20were%20younghttp://www.spike.com/video/killers-when-you/2767083

i just luv singn it while i play cuz its suc a good song! & even tho i now the lyrics i lookd em up & read tis...

Meloe

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Aug 06, 2009 at 11:16 AM

This song is simply a love song. This can be seen by the many hints towards caring and loving for someone. and simply that the song revolves around this girl who is heartbroken and sick of life.

though this boy came along and saved her. evidence to this can be seen by the line "to save you from your old ways." "he doesnt look a thing like jesus" implies that she was looking for a saviour, and he doesnt look anything like what she expects but "he talks like a gentleman" shows that his personality is what she is after.

Climbing the mountain is a metaphor for her getting over her current emotions and troubles. The word "we" is used to create the image that he is there climbing this burden with her.

"burning down the highway skyline" makes a conitation to the fast way out, being her suicide and that it has now been removed from her mind. the following line reminds the listener that even though they have gotten over the suicide that it is still a rough ride being "riding a hurricane."

the devils water is simply tempation. as the devil "sweet" water shows an easier and fun way of life that is wreckless and dangerous. most people run towards this life when they are heart broken or have lost hope. the following lines show that he said he is there for her thus she doesnt have to give herself completely to this wrekless life but she can simply "dip her feet" meaning to relax in this easier life and not to completely adapt to the evils of it.

The last lines" he doesnt look a thing like jesus but he talks like a gentleman but more than you'll ever know" imply that though she is looking for this saviour he doesnt look like him but in reality he is much more of a saviour - as he saved her life - and thus he is more of a saviour than she will ever truly understand.

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and now i luv it even more! cuz i got my boy...

//_^ bye~bye

4 cereal!?! we have ta day off since is presidents day but we have snow! tats no fair! its enough ta get out of skool yet it had to come wen we already had the day off... not kool... well mayb it will stay till 2morro... doubt it tho...

o well

bye~bye

tat today feb 5 2010 tat the world record for most hugs n an hour wuz broken...

im very proud ta say tat my skool blackman high skool n murfreesboro tn has not only beat the record of 765 wuz not only broken but shader by my skool. the total number of hugs was... 1932! i wuz number 1097 //_^

u can read an c a short vid here: http://www.wkrn.com/Global/story.asp?S=11942400

we also raised over $17000 to help the people n haiti.

just thought i share wa my skool has dun w u guys //_^

bye~bye

NO SKOOL TA MORRO!!!!!!!

*partys n head & dances aroun her room*

cuz were posta have.... SNOW!!!!

bye~bye!

ok so on my bday me daddy had me & he asked me if i wanted ta pinter or tickets ta go c the trans-siberian orchestra. well u can guess wat i picked... ok mayb not... well i ended up pickn the tickets & im sooo happy i did! cuz it wuz so f*ckn awsum!!! tey playd my fav song, wizardsin winter, towards the end & it had a ton of fire n it! we sat up high n section 222 of r hockey arena & we could feel the fire on our faces! we saw everyting from were & do mean everyting. my dad fell head over heals for the head string, violin,master catlin moe.

well so it wuz a 3 hr show & me and me daddy made small comments though out the whole ting. so the show ended& we went out & down stairs cuz me daddy said tat tey mite have t-shirts. well tey did so i got1, tat ill take a pic of,& me dad got 1& we got the new cd called night castle& as we were walking towards were we came n we say the poster tat had the night castle castle on it & me dad wuz like we have to get it for ur bro so we did.... it wuz the very last 1. the best part wuz we were actually lookn for the table were tso were gonna b signin stuff. we found tem & the line wuz pretty long so daddy & i wondered bac n2 the place were the concert took place & watchd tem take the whole ting down. daddy told me sum stories of bac wen he wuz a roady. ten we turnd around & saw tat the tso ppl were teir so we lookd @ how long the line wuz (it wuz sooo long tat it wentaround the corner) he askd me if i wanted ta stay & get tem 2 sign sum stuff & i wanted to but it wuz like almost 11. & i thought tat i had skool ta day so i wuz like we souldnt stay but i wanted 2 get my shirt signd so bad & ten my dad said tat tey were goin bac on tour n spring so we mite go 2 tabutten i said tat it wuz basicly a once n a lifetime ting so we ended up gettin n line. the line wuz awhole lot shorter so it we didnt stand long.

we got to the tso ppl & startd ta get my shirt sign & my cd case 2. & were were gettin tem signd we told tem tat it wuz r firts show & tat it wuz a bday present to me. & 1 of thedancer girls said merry christmas happy birthday & happy new years to me. i wuz happy & acting shy like i normallydo. so we got 21 of the guys andhe shook my hand & said tanks for comming & tathe hope we enjoyed it. me dad said yes & i smiled shyly. & thenext guy, the other string master, said whats up & i said well i sould actully b asleep rite now cuz i have skool 2morro & ten tey, catlin askd 2,askd wat grade i wuz n & i said i wuz a sophomore & she said i remember tat. ten we moved down to the other guys & all the guys seemed 2 look up & smiles @ me & i smiled bac shyly @ tem. we we got to the very last guy who wuz from the new york bronx & daddy talkd ta him & made him lol so ten we left.

we tis morn daddy called me & said we had no skool so i wuz happy

//_^ bye~bye

well im still feelin sickfrom last niteso i dont have ta go ta church w my mom & bro tis morn. but tats not wat im here ta say. im here ta say....

ITS SNOWING!!!!!!!!!

*parties n mind*

but i feel sick & its not sticking ta the ground yet... ony to the tops of the houses... mayb it will keep snowing through 2morro & stay for monday... tat would b awsum... but sumhow i no it wont happen =(

o well mayb ill feel better after i get sum more sleep & ten ill go outside & basicly dance n the snow & let it get n my hair & b happy bout it.

well off ta bed 4 me *gets nbed*

bye~bye

*falls asleep*

*eats cookie dough ice cream while writin*

hi...

*sticks big spoon n2 the container & gets sum ice cream & licks it*

im... old... and bored... & is afraid of what will happen wen me mom finds & read my story ive bn writin 4 2 days... dad 2 but im w me mom till sunday so im a lil safer. its not a bad story but it is... its yaoi but i idk who the ppl r so yay... mom will freak wen she reads it... im a goof girl i swear! its just my mind isnt so good... *hehe* *halo forms above my head* c! *points at crooked halo* im a good girl *smiles*

*gets another spoon full of ice cream and licks it*

mmm... cookie dough... *eats more*

if any of u ppls play mafia wars on facebook u sould join my tiny mafia! im only lvl 70 tho... *puppy dog eyes* plz add me... *looks all sweet and innocent* *licks spoon again*

um... well...

bye~bye

from skool tat is! im finally on xmas break! yay!

& tis means 3 xmas & a bday 4 me //_^

btw do u like my sexy holiday ho?... i luv her //_^

its late... im bored ish...

fa la la la la

bye~bye~bye~bye