First thing I wanna go aead and do is say disreguard that last entry. I think its stupid and beneath me to even think about stuff like that. Plus that subject has been beaten to death by people up high in the gaming industry so I don't think I need to say anything about it. I'll just stick to my guns and keep the ball rolling. I had both the pokemon white and call of duty Black ops reviews done, but it seems the computer I was using at the time messed up those so I will have to redo both of them. I will have them up by the end of the day though. Thisentry is gonna be a little more personal on my part just so I can give a perspective to those who don't know me well as a person to see that side. Even though I am a huge gamer there are things that I do other than own noobs in every game I touch.

Marlon Ashley Morgan: To keep things simple, I am 21, I was born and raised in Chicago Illinois, I am a pretty friendly person to get along with, I generally don't like people who think they are all that and can't even back it up. I love competition. Without a shadow of a doubt! As a kid I always seen competition as a way to become a better person. Kinda like leveling up in real life. My huge weakness has to be my heart. I care too much for others rather than myself. When I was younger it was pretty bad. I put myself in a lot of positions where I was in the bad on my part just to help another person. I learned from those lessons, and I don't regret them either. Currently I am living with my biological mother, my two sisters, and my mothers husband, which I have always seen as a father figure since I was little. I work at lincoln Towing for the time being, for I will be heading to another job sooner than later. I am in a relationship with a girl named Emily kesso, and we been in each others lives for two years going on three. She is the love of my life and I couldn't ask for a better soul mate. SHe has seen my competative side more times than I would have wanted her to see. I feel its best to keep that side away from her, but she does accept me for who I am. She knows the good hearted side of me and I love her for that amoung many other things. I am well known by many people in the Chicago area and that is because I am a gamer who goes around talking to everyone. I don't care about race, affiliation, etc... if you ever played a game, we have something in common. I made that a reality when I started a gaming club in my high school in my last year before I left. My ultumate goal is to use my people skills to bring everyone(gamer and non-gamer) in one circle and kinda go a little further from their regular click to get to know your fellow human being. I use gaming as a means to do so. If I wasn't gaming, I would be either one of the following three: 1.Going for a football carrer. 2. Becoming a poet. 3. Trying a dancing carrer, or something with music. My greatest fear is dying without anyone knowing who I am. So leaving a legacy of somesort will at least for me put a halt to that. My main circle of friends that I consider a part of my brotherhood are some of the funniest, big hearted, intelectual, amazing people I have ever met in my life. They are the guys I will always keep as good company, for they know how to party. I see myself being a well known contributer to the gaming comunity, for it has done so much for me. I would love to still be near Chicago, the greatest city in the world. Hopefully wit ha huge house full of kids and animals. That would be lovely. Especially if its with Emily.

The Beast within: I have a little confession, I do have a bit of an alter ego named Seth. A darkside of me. The real drive to my wanting competioion. Not just games, but just about everything I do. I piss in a public place and I make sure I am the best pisser ever. No joke. I get nuts in that mode. very. no limits to what I can do. I don't use it as often as I use to because I am trying diffrent ways to hone my gaming skills. Using more peaceful ways rather than the more agressive ways of my alter ego.

For the millionth time: I actually seen Emily the very first time during a Christmas party in my high school. Didn't really talk to each other at the time but months later actually during the summer, we crossed paths, we talked, chemestry was instant, things flew off after that. We had our share of ups and downs, but where we are now I am glad we made it there. We are more mature, we connect at a level that nobody can explain. When we are together, we tend to give off this energy of love tht other catch and are inspired by it. Its amazing to say the least. Our families don't really see eye to eye due to some past things that happened between her and I, I am a little disapointed that my mom doesn't like her, I feel its my fault for that, but she is will ing to accept whoever I am with just as long as I am cereful. I respect that. Just hope she can accept that her little boy is grown.

Thats all I have for now. My next entry will go back on gaming with my point of view of casual vs. hardcore gaming