i shouldn't be here. i should be sleeping. i cant sleep. i couldn't sleep. not a wink. and now I'm making weird little sentences. I'm not even tired. why aren't i tired. not sure why I'm writing this. only one persons probably gonna read it. f**k now I'm starting to get sleepy. that's bad. i cant go to sleep now. id be asleep all day. that would not be good. cant let that happen. need caffeine. must ramble to stay awake.

so lately Ive been getting into watching old TV shows from my childhood. first i started with news radio. i had missed it so. then once i finished that i watched all 4 seasons and the 2 movies of the pretender. i love that show. unfortunately i started out watching it on hulu, which is a great site and all, it just annoys me that they don't have every episode of the series the have.was painful once i got to the second to last episode of season 3 and it just stopped and i had to scrounge through the bowels of the internet to find the rest. not that that show ever ended or anything. oh well, good series. now i need a new one to obsess over. any suggestions?

well, i think im going to go get some breakfast now, to try and keep myself going through this sleepless day. ooooooo this is gonna be fun :?