Well people I actually played a game last night! :o It's been awhile. I played fantastic four on the 360 with Kevin and his cuz. FF is fun!!!! Easy but fun! But thats it for the gaming part.

As for my problem that has been stressing me out, I am feeling a bit easier on it. I think I pissed the person off, so now she isn't really talking to me about the problem, so yeah, whatever works right?! lol :D

I did some more cleaning on my friends list. :( I am lonely :cry: lol

Well thats it friends, til' another day! 8)

Do you see that pain, the pain thats inside of me. The black thick muck that lines my insides. The blood that waits to be shed. The anger rips outside of me, no matter the force that I used to keep it in. Like fire it spreds from my lips. The burning words that flame. My hands shake, waiting to rip into flesh, tearing it piece by piece, with tears streaming down my face.

This is what you have done, that is what may await you.

I am now on Last.FM if you want to add me, my user is femalegamer.

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Have you ever been trapped in the middle of two things that are right but also wrong? Your mind tells you to do both & then you think OK I'll do what my heart says and then you find your self in the same? Have you had someone trust you but only to break someone else's trust? How do you know what to do. If you choose wrong you can loose someone for possibly forever. However you you feel you can't just not doing anything, but then desaster will hit.

Yes I know the topic makes no sense, sorry. Well I have been in the dumps, with all the dieing around me lately. So I have had much to say on here. I have also been snubbed by someone on here, that I didn't think that he was that way. So that has kinda killed the GS mood. LOL Oh well he can go suck a duck I guess. I have the 3-4 of you that stop by and leave me a comment and thats what matters. :)

I have forgotten how to put images on here, so can some leave a link to a VERY SIMPLE guide for me? I was also wondering if some would be kind enough to make a nice little banner and a user avy as well. Nothing fancy, just something to fill the space. :) My fav. colors are Black, purple, neon green, and pink. Thinks I like are Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2, Dinner dash games, and butterflies and fairies or pixies. If no one can do any of them thats cool, I just thought I'd ask. I have asked around about unions and no one has refereed me, so, still no union. I guess thats about it. I hope you have a great weekend!!

Hi everyone! We had a blast at Silverwood! The RV Park was great! It was clean, lots of trees, volleyball court and house shoes pits! They also had a store there, that shockingly wasn't over priced!!!

Sat we did all the somewhat dry rides. They have 3 big roller-coasters. One of which is the 4th biggest in the US! Kylee was able to go on 2 of them!!! I was so proud of her for not being a chicken. We eat funnel cakes and Carmel apples with MM's. They have a train ride that take you on the outskirts of the park. They had buffalo that came up to us. The best part is out train got robbed! They put on a wonderful skit. We dragged our self back to camp at 8:00 pm. That night it POURED RAIN on us!!!!

Sunday the kids woke up and said there tent was full of water. We all hurried to the van and stayed there until 10:30 am( went in at 7:30am). The kids were sooo bored. At 10:30 I found out they were still letting people in at the water park as long as there was no lightening. The water park was so cool looking. They had a this water jungle gym thing that was awesome! It shoot, dumped and spit water everywhere it could. It had slides all around it. The had a floating river that we were in for quite awhile. It was soooooo coooold that you didn't really want to get out and run to the next spot. lol Next was the 4 tube slides. Kylee and I went down together. I loved them, EXCEPT the completely cover ones. It was too dark you could hear anything but your breathing and the water. It freaked me out! Onward to the wAvE pool. This thing was HUGE! I hated it. I am so short that I was always taken down by the waves and then water in the mouth and up the nose. It sucked! so we didn't stay there long. Off we went to the speed slides!!!! I didn't get to go on these ones because I had a child being a big booty-head and I had to stay out with him. big I had fun watching everyone else. Kevin got so cold he bagged it. We had lunch there and then Chris, Heather , Ande and I went to the family slide. That was a blast! It went so fast the kids were screaming. lol After that was called it good and got dressed in warm clothes and headed over to the dryer part of silverwood. We got alot of shopping done! I got an "old time" photo done, I was so happy I have always wanted to do that. I love it! I got the back ground done as the bar scene and I have a bottle of Jack in one hand and a gun in the other. We also seen a GREAT magic show!!! They guy called Kevin up on stage ( he was so nervous! ) and went to do the chopping his head off trick. Thankfully his trick work and I don't have a headless husband. lol It was so funny, because Chris bought this shocking gum. Now when I say shocking I DO mean shocking! He was walking around shocking all these people ( we didn't know) all day! Some people laughed and some said he was mean lol. So then Mikie went back and bought the shocking camera. I had 2 boys shocking people lol.

That was basically it. When we got home, we came back to bad news. Our Brother in laws dad passed away from a sudden heart-attack. So we have to rush to the hospital. Then I found out that yesterday a lady that I have known sense I was a little girl had passed as well. I was just glad to have been able to be back in time for my family.

Well thats it for this blog.

We are out babe:! :! Yeah:!

:)   :D :oops: :o :shock: 8) :lol: :P ;) :|

I will think of you all when I am going upside down on a roller coaster or when I am going down the 95 mph water slide and getting a wedgey of a life time:! :P

Talk to you all when I get back:!

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends(myspace)--> yeah my neice.
Q: Been arrested?--> shhhh...jk no no no
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?--> well not at this time, I might be mad at Kevin soon lol.
Q: You like someone?--> nope I lUUUUUV someone! :D
Q: Held a snake?--> Yep, huh kevin ;)
Q: Been suspended from school?--> yeah I did once I got in a fight with Alisha Bonito.
Q: Been fired from a job?--> Hell no, I am the best! :)
Q: Sang karaoke?--> lol yes I have, when I been drink'n :P
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?--> I think we all have! :)
Q: Laughed until you started crying?--> LOLOLOLOLOLOL many times!
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?--> Yes
Q: Kissed in the rain?--> Yes, it was ok, If I could do it again I would change the guy for a different one! lol :roll:
Q: Sang in the shower?--> yes all the time
Q: Sat on a roof top?--> yes, when I was a kid. My dad and I would watch the fireworks. :shock:
Q: Been pushed into a pool? --> yeah
Q: Shaved your head?--> my head NO, I would if kevin would let me. :(
Q: Played a prank on someone?--> Yep :) he he look out!
Q: Had/have a gym membership?--> lol yes I have in the past
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?--> yes, sorry for that. :cry:
Q: Shot a gun?--> hell yeah you ex's better run, some are on my list! 8)
Q: Donated Blood?--> nope
Q: Had your heart broken?--> I thought I did, but come to find out I didn't. :)
Q: Broken someone's heart?--> no comment :oops:

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"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?--> My neice, shayna
2. Last person you texted?--> I rather talk lol
3. You were in a car with?--> Mikie
4. Went to the movies with--> Kevin
5. Went to the mall with?--> Kylee & Mikie
6. You talked to on the phone--> hummmm.... thinking.... oh my dad
7. Made you laugh? Kevin
8. You hugged?--> Kylee

WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Be serious or be funny?--> Funny
2. Drink whole or skim milk?--> Skimmed
3. Die in a fire or get shot?--> Nether I would escape, I am just that good! lol :P 8)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?--> Moon
2. Winter or Fall?--> Winter, I love the snow!!
3. Left or right?--> Right.
4. Sunny or rainy?--> I love the rain, unless it is this weekend lol
5. Where do you live?--> Crakima
6. u want to get married?--> If I didn't, I'd say it's too late lol. :lol:
7. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? --> Twirl
8. Do You Cook?--> uh yeah duh
9. Current mood? --> HyPeR BaBy! Our trip is in 1.5 days!!!!! :) :) :)

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IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?--> mmmm... Yes
2. Sang?--> Lalalalalala.... yes
3. Been hugged?--> Of course, my daughter hugs me everyday!!!

Thats right we now have 2.5 days of school left!!! Yesterdays Field trip to Ashball park was GREAT!! 8) I was sooooo coooold! I can't believe I went in the water with Chris! :| Kevin was too chicken of the cold water lol. I was wiped out last night. I was in bed by 5:30pm! :o

Today I started packing our stuff, finishing the list and kevin got the tent put up and taken back down. In the morning I have to go to Ky's, Heather's and Mikie school for a while and watch them have lots of fun on field day. Field day is when , the kids get to play, run and do all these cool activities all day!!! At there school some of there fav. one's to do is slide into a big pool of noodles and dunk there teacher ect... .  Then I am off to Chris's and Ande's school to watch them at there field day! They do the same type of things. They have sooo much fun!  Then I have to come home and clean, pack more and then run to the bank, store and Angie's. Then the kids should be home by then!

Friday I have to go to the 3 kids school for an Assembly and then home to pack everything and clean. The kids have a half day that day and as soon as Kevin and them get home we are off!!! The weather isn't looking too good, so I hope hope hope there is NO RAIN!!!!

I guess thats it for now. I am sorry that I haven't been able to get to all of your blogs this week, I am just busy. Things will slow down. :D