so today i received a message from a friend who's about to go abroad to study. she invited me to come to her house. what surprised me was the way she wrote the message. these past week i've been ignoring her message and sort (yeah, i'm a jerk) and today she sincerely invited me so in a way i was touched. she clearly said my name. Lily, come to my house for dinner we're having a farewell party. before this it was like, dude, dude. how pathetic do i look now? hahah.

anyway, as always. i got myself thinking. i'm like a walking thinking box but if you put me in a cla$$ it'll be awhile to get it. :P. um oh yeah. after our exam result got out sometime ago in march, most of my friends here got busy with themselves and most no longer contact me. they just call me up if they need me to drive them. how pathetic is that? i am not your chaffeur, dudes. so, for a while everything was quiet with my friends. i admit that at one point i gave up. i just stop wanting to know about them. i was looking for excuses to let them see me. oh yeah, i hate them that much. then i got a call from yet another friend who needed a 'chaffeur' so i said to myself "the ship has sailed baby!! we're no longer friends!!" sadly, that declaration implied to all my friends here eventhough only few of them were involved. honestly by now you would think i'm a jerk but you should see what these guys are doing to me.

so just now i was in a thinking mode. the term the ship has sailed. back then, i'd think we no longer are friends. but today i start of thinking in a positive way. that the ship--friend-ship--, yes has sailed but with all of us in it to a much brighter future. together, sailing the ship across the ocean blue with uncertainties ahead of us but with much love, smiles, and good times accompanying it. sail through the arctics, atlantics together and facing each of the ship member's problem together. they may be sharks, thunderstorms, pirates, holes in the boat, insufficient storage, and so many more but i assure you that there will also be loads of parties, good times, parties, and...more parties! what else is there?! so yes for some the ship has definitely sail but i will only wave goodbye (with smiles) to it. but for some the ship sailed on with me and every other worthy crew member in it venturing and sailing all over the world to learn about the ups and downs of life. but in order to do that, our ship must be strong and the people in it must have chemistry with each other so that the ship can sail anywhere in the world but without sinking. let it be Titanic that DO NOT sink. be in a ship that you love and find every way possible to keep it afloat.