I LOVE YOU GUYS!:D

I'll try to catch up on your guys blogs.

The title is a line from a LDS hymn or more known as us Mormons. It's my favorite and makes me cry every time. I wrote it in loving memory Drea. I couldn't fall asleep tonight because of anxiety and soreness and I thought I would come out and play on the computer for awhile so I could fall asleep. I get on TV Rage and I see that Drea has passed away. I couldn't believe it and I was so shocked I couldn't move. Then I came on here and I read more and more and now I'm just crying my eyes out. Why did this happen? She was so young! I loved her so much. Even though it was an online relationship, I and you felt so close to her. She was so awesome and loving and the whole shebang. But I figure, even if you don't believe in God or anything, I know you know and I know that she's gonna be in Heaven or a good place, no doubt. I just can't believe this happened. I take my wishes to her family and God bless her and everyone.

 

RIP Drea, I loved and always will love you!!!

Yo my peeps. I have a lot to talk about but I can't right now. But it's a big victory and I've never been so proud of myself. :)

First of all, I had to take some pictures for something and now just to use it up, I'm taking pictures of me. Do you guys want to see them? I mean, I don't mean to be selfish but I've had quite a few people ask to see me. If you do, I'd be happy to put them on (and if my computer cooperates).

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Hey, is anyone on Runescape and want's to add me?

I need sympathy. :cry: I knew I couldn't take care of it but I know no one won't but I hardly get on anymore and I know it deserves better if someone comes along better. *sigh* This is so hard!

*goes to corner and cries eyes out*

Today is my mother's birthday! :D I'd just like to say that she's so awesome. We've been through a lot together, so many goods and bad and we've had our ups and downs but I and 100% sure I would never ever like a mother, other than her!! :D

Happy Birthday Mom!

Lover of:

Jane Eyre (Both book and movie with Timothy Dalton)

Brooks & Dunn

and...

Almond Roca

 

PS: The words are in Purple because it's her fave color. :P

Sorry I missed you guys at Christmas! Please forgive me. :( I hope you guys had a good one!!

When you are my age, a teenager, try as you might not to brag, it's just in the natural nature to. And since I haven't been doing it (in my real social life, not the internet, although I don't know if I've been doing it on the internet or not) I HAVE TO TELL FOR WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS! :P

• U2 By U2 (It's beautiful!!!)
• Nacho Libre DVD
• Denver Broncos pajamas
• Cincinatti Bengals shirt
• Coat (I haven't had one in a few years, it's nice that my parents could finally afford one.)
• Stereo (It's so nice!)
• Sam's Town by The Killers CD
• Measure of a Man by Clay Aiken CD
• Some units for my Trackphone (It was my best friend's, then he got a new one and just gave it to me. He was also the one who gave me the card, probably because he wants me to talk to him. I can't afford to get cards myself.)
• Socks
• Underwear :P
• Lotion
• Some clothes from Lane Bryant (I like that place, because when you're a big girl, you don't have to wear granny clothes like at a regular place.)
• Gift card to Famous Footwear
• Gift card to Old Navy
• Lots of makeup/nail polish crap (Ugg, I hate that stuff.)
• Chocolate bar
• Nerds (big box dude)
  

Also my "family" got:

• Battleship
• Legos Star Wars II: The Original Trilogy
• Dance Dance Revolution: Disney Mix
• Disney Scene It? (Mom got it because she wants to win. We have the original but she knows nothing so she gets pissed. Now we get everything, it's too easy.)
• Cars DVD
• Computer chair (After 7 years, our beloved computer chair smashed. I loved that chair, and this one isn't as good enough as the old. RIP)

Wow, looking upon this I got a lot. But I also got a lot because my parents are divorced. That's the beauty of it!!  Boy, am I evil. And then I got some from my stepsister, stepbrother, sister-in-law and friends. But I really enjoyed this Christmas.
Season.
I didn't exactly enjoy Christmas day. It all went well til I went to my dad's house. That was horrible--as usual. I tried to be enthusiastic but sometimes you get tired when you only sleep 4 hours. And then my dad made dinner and he cut an onion--and left it out. So when you're in an apartment, the size of your bathroom, with an onion left out, you go nuts. Man my eyes burned like heck. And I was miserable for the next 3 hours. And then I got home and my parents were upset (probably because they only got 3 hours of sleep though) and we tried to play Disney Scene It? but we kept fighting. Sadly, it was the first time I enjoyed Christmas Eve better than Christmas Day. But it was a new experience and I look forward to next year!

And I'm grateful for what I got and what I have. :)

Well... (starting now) is my "annual" What I Am Greatful For list.

Here we go:

• Cops
• CDs
• Sony
• England
• Norway
• Sweden
• Germany
• Denmark
• Canada
• US
• George W. Bush
• my family
• FYE (entertainment store)
• Ireland
• Penguins
• Cows
• Chickens
• Pigs
• Ms. Piggie
• Sobe
• Old Navy
• Hershey's
• NASA
• Pluto not being a planet anymore (very greatful for that)
• Sony
• Kellogg's
• my doctors
• people I credit who have saved my life in my area
• people who came up with The Truman Show
• VH1
• RCA
• Calvin Klein
• Microsoft
• Qwest communications (phone, internet)
• aliens
• Domino's pizza
• music

And I'd love to give an extra special greatful welcome to:

• God and my church (it's amazing)
• U2 : I'm eternally greatful to these guys, not only are they sexy, but they mean sooo much to me. They are my life. My heart is made up of blood, tissue and U2. They are completely made up of me, they are the ones who started to help me find my inner self and keep myself from killing myself.
• YOU GUYS! You thought I was gonna leave you out! Did you?! HA! Nope. :D Did you guys know that I live for you? And I think about you all the time. Everything reminds me of you guys and I have all the memories - good or bad here. You guys kept my going on and make me laugh, cry, smile, frown, question whether I'm on the right planet or not... You guys are my everything. I couldn't imagine not talking to you guys again. I love you!!! 8)

Remember, Happy Turkey Day!

Oh. My. Gosh. MY BEAUTIFUL BABY (aka Bono) IS ON THE FREAKIN FRONT PAGE OF THIS WEBSITE!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!!!!!!!! I can't. Ok, thanks. Just had to tell.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! *rips hair out* Do you know how hard it is to wait for a shirt, a CD and a calender to come in the mail?!!!!! I think I'm gonna need therapy after this crap...