A lot of time in life you wonder why people do certain things they do...this week has been one of the toughest weeks of my life.

A friend of mine comitted suicide.

I don't really know what else to write other than that...

London was great

Three days to London...

Anyone with a suggestion of what to do?

It's Friday, my family's in Italy, and I'm alone, and I'm bored.

*yawn*

AHHAAHAH I'm so happy!

My relatives from London just confirmed I can stay with them whenever I want! :) I can go for a vacation there! YAY!

I just can't WAIT for new seasons to start, so here's a little countdown to what I'm watching regularly.

Aug 26th - Greek

Sep 2nd - Secret Diary of A Call Girl

Sep 16th - House

Sep 22nd - Heroes

Sep 24th - Lipstick Jungle

Sep 25th - Grey's Anatomy

Sep 28th - Desperate Housewives

Oct 1st - Private Practice and Dirty Sexy Money

Oct 14th - Eli Stone

I can't waiiiit!!

"The men that don't believe in amends are the worst of the group. Theyknow that most od what they have done shouldn't be forgiven and won't be forgiven.

They don't want to make the effort of asking because the pain of rejection and the reminder of their actions will hurt too much. They want to move on and forget, even though forgetting is impossible.

I am in their cla ss. I know I won't be forgiven and I'm not going to bother to ask. My amends will be my death. No one I have hurt will ever have to se me, hear from me, or think about me ever again.

I won't be able to damage them of f*** up their lives anymore, I won't be able to cause them the pain I have caused previously.

Forget me if you can.

Forget I did whatever it was I did."

Chose that title because I read a brilliant brilliant fic once called that, pity it just stopped in the middle...

I'm kinda blue today...Dunno why, though...I don't feeling like doing anything, not math, not French, not gym...nothing...just watch Lipstick Jungle (I started watching it, reviews soon) or read real good fanfics (and there aren't a lot)

I feel like I lost myself in me...

What's up?

I like my new banner, and I can't wait for August 26 when Greek comes back! It's the first series to come back, and I simply can't wait anymore!

I bought my first face product today...I know, it's sad that only at 19 I bought it, but I really don't like these things...I'm simply desperate and can't wait for nature to help me..I've been waiting for years and it doesn't seem to budge.

My fanfic is coming along nicely...still too little reviews in my opinion, but It'll come (I hope)...