Threads of thoughts threadbare

Through time and constant embrace

Ethanol visions

Branded inclinations

Worries from a man

Peace in things that he feels only pain

Emotions retreat

Pain found in excuse

Pain found in truth

Nothing left there

Thoughts and feelings threadbare

Something seemed so wrong.

They told me to stop singing.

Stop watching.

Stop learning.

They said the rest is wrong,

lies,

false,

and impossible.

I havent seen enough.

They said...

Well, I cant paint the picture for you.

I dont seem to have a hand for it.

Can you see the million other eyeless lids?

Can I cut the lid from your closed eye?

Do I have the strength to lift my bladed tongue-

just to break the seal on your ears?

Why should I have to lay it down for you?!

- Went out with my fiance and bought her some stuff.

- Found a CD of Dark Side of the Moon by Pink Floyd.

- Got some good books.

- Worked on some new stuff here it is:

What can we really have-

besides these words?

To show the infinite.

To shower the living and leave them behind.

What else can I use?

With everything at our ear,

we should have nothing to fear.

Its a quicky, but tell me what you think.

Things going on:

- Made temporary head of house in my martial arts group. (Not prepared for that at all)

- My temper is getting worse because of my job, and no amount of meditation, primal screaming, or sleep is helping. (but I think I just got an idea)

- Still engaged :D

- Saw Iron Man, it was pretty good. Much better than alot of comic book movies.

- Saw Forbidden Kingdom, also pretty good.

- Just realized that the book one of my poems had been published in was in the flood.

- I might start posting some of my writing.

- Might also post some videos of my room mate and I playing some of our songs.

I am finally back after being in a flood a year ago. .....

That water was effing gross.

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