sleeep is for the weak i dont need to sleep. ive gotten to the point where ill bee standing thesre and the next thing i no is that ive awoken an hour later...1 second must feed cat...im back. ummm that was wierd, ive started to twitch i have been twitchign alot latley. hang on im going to check my email while i do this...be right back...sorry just relized i didn't have a knife, also that a door was unlooked. my paranoia is acting up a little. i was thinking if most people, normal people, go through there life not haveing ever been in a fight. i know. i t seems impossible to me too. but apparently we grew up with alot of violence in our life. but still its seems assinine to think one can live without ever knowing violence, even gandi probably knew violence. i hate; o crap my cat meowed and i jumped half a foot (non literal sense); anyways, i hate this chair it makes way to much noise it could give away my position. people always asked us when we were younger what we wanted to be when we grew up, id all ways say the same thing (of course everyone thought it was a joke about wanting to stay a kid forever lol ignorent bastards) i dont plan to grow up, or i probably wont grow up. knowones ever seen th true meaning behind that. you can accomplish so much if you dont sleep. which raises the question why do humans even bother, it is terribly inefficent. we dislike sleeping for that reason also because it leaves us open to anything we cant defend ourselfs if were asleep. sleep is useless. some say it is so your brain can recouperate, but i can do that up in meditation. i sometimes wonder why does existance exist? it seems to serve very little purpose, at least that i have observed. and it seems horibly inefficent. i just read a forum post about this 14 year old kid who wants to kill him self, he kind of reminded me of me at that age. thats all for now fokes. goodbye