I turn 18 this Friday, and I've never ever had a girlfriend in all my life. I got called up and asked once, but she told me in that same conversation that it was for a game she was playing with a friend of hers. I was like: Yeah right. As if I'm gonna do it for a game!

I've never gotten any love from a girl, and I've never gotten anything on Valentine's Day. I can get along with girls quite fine, but none of them are really attracted to me.

And to make matters worse, I've got this crush on a girl for several years now, but she already has a boyfriend for 3 years. He's 6.5 years older than she is (and than I am, cause she's the same age as I am), and they love each other very much, according to her. So they're not likely to break up any time soon. I'm desperate, and I really don't know what to do! I really, really love her, I can never stop thinking about her. And yet, I'm too shy to even say a word about it to her.