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The cloud gathers the rain

[color=#ff40ff]No I don't care about how selfish this is going to sound. I reallly don't. I don't want my parents to find out that I chose not to take band next year. They're going to be screaming at me and calling me a quitter and it just won't be fun. They say that I've quit everything that I've ever done. I don't get it I've played piano since I was like what FIVE years old, and I've been drawing for about three years now. Yeah I am SUCH a ****ing quitter. Just because I was ****ing FORCED into taking band class in fifth grade and I haven't liked it ever since that makes me a quitter. Just because ever since I was signed up I've asked to get out that makes me a quitter, and now that I get to have my way I'll get yelled at. My mom thinks the reason why I don't like band is because the teacher molested me. :roll: she says I'm acting just like a child who got raped or something, and that the teacher is just too creepy and gives off some weird vibes. That and she heard from her boss that the teacher was giving her son's girlfriend a backrub. Well OKAY let's see, she has herself convinced that the teacher did some nasty things and she STILL makes me take the class. Why? Because I need to be SOCIAL according to her. Oh nevermind that I have all these friends in real life, that we all hang out after school, but NO Band is my ONLY SOCIAL OUTLET according to her. That I do NOTHING and that Band is the only way I talk to people. And that I need exercise although I play DDR two hours a day. WOW LOGIC. You know the school counslers told us to take the classes that WE wanted, NOT OUR PARENTS. And it pisses me off. ARGH when will I be able to start making my OWN choices without getting ****ed at.[/color]