[color=#ff40ff]I just went from laughing my ass off at random objects like a stoner to sobbing harder than i ever have before. goddammit, I'm so stupid. I am so stupid. Maybe if I looked better or was more obedient Bloo would still like me. Or maybe if I knew how to shut the **** up once in a ****ing while, then maybe he wouldn't *need* a girl in real life and I'd be enough for him. All of a sudden I just hate myself. Yay. Thanks soooooo much bloo. -__- Luckily there's this guy that likes me too, and on sunday he'll be online so yay maybe I can talk to him. Yay. Let's just hope he's not totally infatuated and going to dump me the second he sees someone holding hands in real life and thinks that's a good idea. And let's hope he still likes me. -.- last week he said he did so imma crossing my fingers that that hasn't changed. ARRGH GOD DAMMIT.[/color]