*shudders*

Man, just the thought of it makes me want to bang my head against the wall...

But I've been sitting around on my @** for nearly a year, and I'm climbing the walls.

I love my profession - I really do. I never expected to like it so much - but now I'm stuck in this catch 22 - no one in my profession will hire me without previous experience, and I can't get any experience without getting a job first so... :cry:

Man, I'm actually thinking of starting another first degree - *shudders* - in Engineering this time, in hopes that I get the grades to get my Masters, hopefully NOT in Engineering but in Biochemistry.

Which means a whole lot of sitting on my @** again, and I just hate that. But, you know, if that gets me a job...

I really want to work in biochemistry, or organic chemistry, or biology and pharmacuticals... Don't wanna go to school again... :cry:

Being a grown up sucks out loud.

Oh, and I'm really mad at Sam. No, there's no connection, I just thought I'd throw it out there. And hey, have you noticed how hot JP's becoming? I mean, I'm a total Deangirl, obviously, but those last few eposodes? *drools* when I don't want to hit him for being Sam, that is...

Anyways...