well, my first day of college was yesterday. things have changed so much since i was in 8 yrs ago. i had to pay $400 for books for 2 classes. and i have to buy a $100 calculator. (i think i'll just use my fingers-lol). i had homework the first day-like 100 algebra problems. gee thanks!

i got my new van yesterday too! i love it. i went and got a tv for it so the kids would have something to do on trips. and i can play games on it too!

spouse is still acting stupid. hasn't talked to me in 4 days, but when i got to school wants to page me with the "i love you" page we send. please--afraid i might meet someone at school are you? when i came home from my first class i had a 4 hr space till my next class so we went and got my van. we had lunch. i thought we might be getting somewhere. after i went to my last class and came home again we went to the store to get the tv and other stuff for the van. they started their crap up again--what a jerk..

i have decided that i'm not going to follow that stupidness up any more. i wouldn't fight back-i just said that i am doing something positive for my life and i'm not going to lower myself down following up bs. yesterday was the first day of the rest of my life, and i intend for it to be very positive. the way i feel is, if you want to add something positive to my life, by all means, stand by my side. (i'm not standing behind any more) if you don't have something positive to add----well, you got to go. i can't put into words the look of shock on their face--it was priceless! i shut the door, finished my hw, and had a very pleasant night(even if i did sleep in the other room)!