yeah it's a random blog, booyah! Hmmmph...nothin much to talk about really. I've been reading like crazy shoujo mangas *don't know why, but I just love them* and a girl cut my hairbang today.As revenge...pretty much. She calls herself my friend only cuz she has known me for about ....*counts* omfg! hahaha 14 years...that's a lifetime. Okis, she cut one of my hairbangs. She took my book *in which i was doodling* and was jumping down toward the teacher. I grabbed her by her sweater and just pulled her away. Next thing I know she was yelping and squealing that I ripped off her sweater. That's a lie, cuz her sweater is in a perfect state, no sign of being violently pulled :D. But knowing the freakin drama queen she is, she went to her desk and sobbed on and on. I was finishing an exercise and then she passes next to me. All I hear is a snip-snip and then I saw how my hair fell on my desk. She stood infront of the class, proudly holding the scissors in her hand. "Thanx, I needed to cut it anyway" that was what I answered. I'm not giving her the pleasure to see me angry, cuz honestly, I woud have broke in two her glasses and punched her in the face. My reply had the effect that I wanted. She didn't saw me angry, she coulnd't get through my defenses...and the one who was left with the bad reputation of being the world's biggest drama queen is her. It was true, my hairbang was a bit too long, so she did me a favor instead of makin me cry:P Yeah, so that's my thrilling story for today. Ummm next week is surely going to be hell, I got finals....kyaah! and this friday mother's day :d so I'm skipping school and going to breakfast with my mom :).
Peace out!
It's true, friends are the best anti-depressive ever. It's being a while since I have posted something (sorry I haven't read your blogs, but I'm being busy with school). I haven't felt like posting something , but today I just feel the urge of posting this : treasure the friends you have. The reason? They're one of the most invaluable things you'll ever have. Today...I have a big fight with my mom. I'm not going to give a blow-by-blow of the fight, in 3 words : it was horrible.
I keep my feelings for myself, rarely I say something what's going on in my mind, but I have a limit, as everyone else, and today, I "exploded". My mom was arguing with my sister, then with me, then again with my sister.My mom left my sister at the college she attends, then went to drop me off to my bus stop. During all that time, we still argued. I said things I truly regret. How stupid I'm to tell all those disgusting words that came out of my mouth? Then my mom brought certain theme that I couldn't handle. Crying , I said "I've endured many things! Why do you always do that?". Both of us were certainly hurt by each other, my bus came and I was a complete mess. I don't like people see me crying, I think it shows weakness, but crying is also the best way to let the pain out.
Everyone stared at me, it was the first time ever I go crying to school. There were 3 girls from my class that inmediatley jumped fromt their seats and tried to calm me, it was good for a while, but I told them to leave me alone for a bit, that I just needed to calm down. During the whole ride, it took me a great deal of self-control to stop sobbing. There was a part of my mind who was sayig "Stop crying! You look ridiculous!". Finally, the bus arrived at my school. I went to my class, entered, quickly dropped off my bag at my desk and walked faslty toward the door ( I was about to go to the restroom ) . I let out a little sob. Gaby (one of the best and loyal friends I have) squealed and ran toward me, so as Cinthya and Madel. All of them hugged me and it was hard to breath ( those three were squishing me!:P) . After a long walk around the school grounds, I was recovered. I still had my eyes kind of red, but I was laughing and smiling again. They were saying a lot of advices, telling me to be stronger, that if anything else happened, they will be always there to hold me.
Those words had a huge effect on me. They are one of the fews who know how I'm. I'm not crazy, I'm just really shy with my feelings. They made me laugh, they wiped my tears and heard all of my story with no complain, they're remarkable persons, they truly are. I know this will sound corny, but there isn't another way to say it: they're like my sisters. A banner hung in my class says "A brother may not be a friend sometimes, but a friend is a brother forever".Some girl I know came up with that ( I think). I have to agree with that, I might not get along with my sisters ( I love them still) , but my friends are my other family, and honestly, there isn't a single thing I wouldn't do for them.
That's why I say friends are the best anti-depressive ever, even better that prozac or something else. A few words of encouragement can change the entire way of thinking. Friends are rare treasures , don't scare them away.
Felt like writing a blog...or a short one:P ummm I haven't been on GS(although I leave without logging out)...it bores me a bit to be honest. Anyways, how's life for you? I'm doing well at school, although my physics & english professors seem to hate me XD! I talk a little too much in their classes ...and I had an argument with teh physics freaky teacher.He was going to sent me to detention for passing a "suspicious looking notebook" to one of my classmates..what upset me teh most it was that I was just picking up teh damn notebook, I have manners! ok ok ...ummm,nothin interesting ...I just can't wait for the Paramore concert! I already began saving money!!!KYAAAH!! It's supposed to be by August...but i need a ticket really close to teh stages...so i can jump over and steal teh drummer!:D yeah..as if I could get through teh bodyguards.Nyaahh...this blog is boring. I know..peace out. ( *needs to sleep*)
Yeah ppl! Have a Happy Easter, beware of that fat *ss bunny's chocolates! Yeah, I hate that fat bunny! He never gave me chocolates! Go and give him a good kick!
BEWARE EASTER BUNNY! I'M AFTER YOU!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!! (too evil?, deal with it!)
CHEESUS!!! XD
When I say back , I mean by having internet back! Yeah! after 3 months , the internet is back! which makes me happy, cuz I have a bunch of ideas for storyboards to talk about with Gaby ( one of my supah best friends) and I can talk to Cinthya now on msn! (my first supah mega best friend!) School..mmm seems like I'm getting much better now.. I got top grades on 4 tests last week, something I never achieved before. And now I'm just listening Tokio Hotel *sigh* that guy may look like a girl...but still he's really handsome..so as his twin bro. I have to blame Cinthya to make me fall for them! "Don't Jump" & " Through the monsoon2 are really touching, at least for me. So how's everyone?
Don't you think when someone says " we still can be friends" and then doesn't talk to you is lying?
P.S. I CAN FLY AND YOU CAN'T! :P
rpg123: Keep going with those chapters!
So how's everyone after these holidays? And who feels depressed on Xmas and New Year's Eve? anyway this is my last blog for a long time, I'm leaving my aunt's house and going back to the city. And by January 14 I'll be starting school.All I have to do now is study and wait till October to get out of school. Maybe I'll be going to Florida by June, for my mid term vacations. So, I hope everything will be good around here.
RPG: CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPTERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! More chapters""""!!!! please?:P
BRO: OMG!!!!!!!!!!I'll miss you brother!!!! stay away from drinks , drunk animals & naughty anime chics pics!
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 *takes breath* HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!1 Hello everyone just checking in in....It has been 2 months without internet..(feels like rehab) Anyway.....happy late merry Xmas..and have a nice, good New Year's Eve...at the moment I'm in my aunt's house in Izabal. I'll be here till January 6..with my sisters. Oh well, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
RPG: I'll have to update on your chapters
Brother: How come you have another account now?
EVERYONE ELSE: HI!!!!!! *runs around throwing confetti*
hiya and goobye cuz I'm on a local cafe internet with my sisters...how many weeks I have been without internet?? round 3....whatever...just wanna say hi!and letting you know I'm not dead! XOXO!!!! Merry Xmas....(just in case)
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WHERE THE HECK IS MY BROOOOOOOOOOOOOO??!!!! QUEENIE!!1
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