When i first joined GS back in august 04, GS was like a tsunami to my life, ANY spare second i had i would spend it on GS. i dont know why . It was consuming my soul. It was an addiction to which i had no cure.

But now....its like.....meh. The threads arent that intresting to me and i dont post NEARLY as much anymore. In the past month i dont think ive made 50 posts. i was able to do that in one day back when i first started. I suppose a large factor is school. It is really beginning to take up my time and i rarely find time except for weekends to do anything. But even then i dont post much. i lurk a little but it really doesnt feel the same.

To tell the truth i dont even know why im writing this. the onbly people who visit my jurnal are Sammy (awsomeusername) and The-Bulldozer. Two people and the occasional third. Those two are really good friends of mine but it is still not really encouraging to do this anymore.

And speaking of friends. My friends list brings back memories. A lot of the people for one reson or the other i dont see anymore. Maybe its cause we dont visit the same boards but people like jmar, cupojoe and the likes i dont see around anymore. i just feel as if to me a lot of new people are joining and the old forumites even those i werent that close with have been banned so its like that tight community is just not there any longer i just dont feel the same way about GS any longer.